beeg

my new years wasn't what i hoped it would be. ever since that morning, i've had this itch. this urge. something coming. something big. i feel a drastic need for change. for something. life has been far from a lull, but something feels missing.

i might dye my hair today in an attempt to NOT spend money on the tattoo i want.
it's not likely to help, only delay the inevitable.

i watched 'the notorious bettie page' this morning. that woman makes my heart weak. i have an 'sg slideshow' folder on my computer. use it for my screen saver. now it's half bettie page pictures as well, haha.

someday. it's all i've dreamt of. someday...