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i just went on a friend accepting spree. i don't care anymore. if you want to be my friend, cool. talk to me.

i'm actually pretty darn cool, it turns out

so the chest piece was a no go, money issues went out the wazoo, but the good things that happened::
A) i got a puppy
B) i'm getting married (>> getting my other hip...
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back from deployment, up in ny meeting the boy's family.

i'm being cut off from alcohol and that may be a good thing "/

finally gonna get my chest piece finished when i'm back, although probably closer to christmas. trying to talk the boy into getting me a new piercing, but part of me is deathly terrified. i've heard hoods are the shit, but it...
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supposed to be out to sea.

for the record, funerals blow

home with the boy.

where has everyone gone?

ridiculously in love

drunk as an SOB

about to go out to sea and hating life

missing shit terribly

that's about it

I think my boyfriend is the only person in the world capable of making me the happiest girl in the world and then pissing me off to an extent that I can hardly comprehend. All in a matter of hours. Don't get me wrong, I adore the boy something hardcore like, but right now I'd kinda like to punch him in the face. Go figure....
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I'd always joked around that my tattoos were part of my therapy. What helps me deal with life. Everyone of them has some sort of story, some sort of meaning behind it, whether easy or difficult to articulate, it's there. Turns out, I was never far off.

I'm on leave for a few days. Recent events have left me on the edge of sanity and...
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My life as of late, adequately described, a teeter-totter of orgasm and suicide.

My boy Timmy's got a way with words.

Work blows. I'm hating it more and more. Most days it's hard to remember that if it weren't for my job, I wouldn't be here, wouldn't have Ant. Fucking great. I dunno. I'm so frustrated, it's ridiculous. Life can't seem to make up it's...
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ACK. It's been ages. What's new?? My loverly boything, Anthony, and I are now living in Hampton. Just the two of us. A charmingly, empty new little 1 BR apt that makes me the happiest girl in the world. Grant it, with my sked the way it is, I'm just now where I've spent a good consecutive amount of days in my apt since we've...
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things have smoothed themselves out allot between the boything and I. I think I overreact by nature and am way too self concious and am way too "used" to being left to be secure about anything.

Goddess help me, I'm trying.

Finally got some "newer" pictures up. yay for that. turns out, people from work don't know me at all.
Hello. You can call me...
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I'm ridiculously frustrated right now, in just about every way possible.

I love my boything, I really do. WIth every bit of me. But he's been asleep since noon. Promised me he'd get up at 330 and is STILL asleep after 8pm. This little state bird needs to get laid today. And this rum isn't helping that feeling at all.

"Tequila makes you say 'I...
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Been in VA for a little bit. Glad to be back to my boything. Ridiculously, wonderfully, completely in love. There's nothing in the world like this. I can't wait to see where it goes...

I got to meet Drave MAN, is she ever pretty. I can't wait to hang out w/ her for real.

My jeep's in the shop, so I've been stuck in Va...
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