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so i decided not to do anythign crazy with the shootingcatswitharrows shoot. they said just pictures of me in the shirt i cut up, so that's what i did. played with an hp version of photoshop and came out with shit that was good enough to make their front page. i was pretty geeked. it's been a rough day today, emotions a bit on the...
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so far, so good! i got my initial 'hey, we like what we see' email back and now my application is done up to having a set. i'm so stoaked, it's ridiculous. ever have like all of your dreams come true at once?? that's what this week has been like. i'm fucking delirious. possible waking the cadaver shoot. talking to a couple different people about...
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so i decided to go ahead and bite the bullet and apply. my feedback to a 'possible set' has been pretty positive, so i figured why not. i sent in two of the pictures i've got up on here and then an older black & white one. needless to say, i wasn't feeling so well earlier and now i sorta feel like i wanna vomit....
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the past few days have been a bit of an emotional cluster fuck. one of those things that can't really be said but is dying to be screamed. there goes my 'emo side' showing again.

whateve.

i should be doing my taxes soon and i think i'm finally gonna get that tatt i keep talking about. i think it's totally ink therapy time. nothing makes...
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had my 'makeup birthday party' last night. was a fucking blast. had an ass ton of people from work come over. got to meet my wifey's little girl. adorable. wrapped me around her finger quick-like.

then sweettart came over
got to see her new coming set. hawtness. we talked about photographers and sets and stuff.
it's like a fucking dream.
that girl is just AMAZING...
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my new years wasn't what i hoped it would be. ever since that morning, i've had this itch. this urge. something coming. something big. i feel a drastic need for change. for something. life has been far from a lull, but something feels missing.

i might dye my hair today in an attempt to NOT spend money on the tattoo i want.
it's not likely...
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so the boy has a show tonight at the norva. does any know how effing fantastic that is?? the last time they played their, they rawked the socks offa all my friends that went. they were by far the best ones there. i can't wait to see how tonight goes. i always get all starstruck when he's on stage::
'see that one?? that's MINE '...
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