Monday Jan 24, 2005

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The depression sprinkled weekend is finally over and it seems like things may start going back in an upward direction. It's obvious that things are not ok in my brain and probably won't be for a long time, but as things fall back into their neat little spaces, it calms me slowly. The oncoming star that is this weekend and my home call to me...
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beeg:
peggy you are crazy. love youself, thats all you can do.

remember that from all of the darkness you will emerge a stronger person than you have ever imagined you could be. keep focused on your goals, shy from the mistakes of your past, remember the people who love you but dont dwell in the past. know that the actions you carry out today shape the woman that you grow into, and they do this every day.

know that all that has transpired so far has already happened and you cant change it, but that situations that unfold in the next chapter can yield irreversible consequences and you control wether you laugh or cry when you look back on them.

good luck, peggy. move on and do the right thing. most importantly: be happy, be confident. you are a smart, beautiful girl, and you can have whatever you want out of this life. go out and get it, and dont let distractions take your eyes off the prize.

i know that the past hasnt always led you to be the most trusting. it is good for you to be more on guard than you were before this whole mess started, but it is important to remember that you cant get through this alone.

go on, peggy, go out there and show them all what you are made of.

Sunday Jan 23, 2005

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Do me a favor and glace overhead at that beautiful redhead up there and tell me for a second what in the world is going wrong when someone like her can tell me I'm cute?? *big grin* Not that I'm complaining... Nothing makes me happier than a gorgeous girl (tatts always help, lol) that pays some attention to me...

Grad week starts tomorrow and I'm...
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Friday Jan 21, 2005

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It's finally Friday and I'm definitely ready for the weekend. This week has been incredibly emotional and the upcoming week will no doubt be worse, so I'm hoping to use this weekend as an escape from this and an early escape from the oncoming emotional slaughterhouse.... I'm afraid...

I've noticed more and more latley how much the Navy has changed me. Pictures of me from...
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drewember:
You are such a cutie! muah** miao!!

Wednesday Jan 19, 2005

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Yesterday was going along fine and well, got home from work, changed and buried myself in the gorgeous SGs as usual, when I ran across an unfamiliar face. It wasn't more than seconds before I was in love...

Malloreigh... and I died...

But I finally came out to the bf on my questionable sexuality yesterday and, like all guys who don't just think the bi...
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Monday Jan 17, 2005

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OOohhh, journal time. Been forever, so this is gonna be the big put-it-all-down one...

Doing the military thing down in SC (temporarily) and loving it like no other. A mechanic w/ the education just short of a degree in nuclear mechanics... how can you beat that??!! Getting ready to get sent away to the USS Enterprise outta Norfolk, Va. It's gonna be great?? whatever

Personal life...
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cdt21:
Yeah, welcome and *deep respect* for a female mechanic. Wow and onto the USS Enterprise, that's some ship shocked

I got new glasses and *no one* noticed mad

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beeg:
Muchas gracias, man. Being a meck-a-nick rocks...What do you know about the ship?? Anything I should know before I end up there??

I love my new glasses, I think they make me look a bit young (check the pic, you'd probably guess me 16 or something...) but they're awesome anyhow...