beebee

Life's been really good lately, but I can't seem to enjoy it. I've been offered a wonderful job in London. Dunno if it'll work out but still a very cool offer. They weather's been great. The job I have right now is still a dream come true. My friend from work changed his gym to mine so I now have a cool work out partner, which is so very helpful to get my butt off the couch and to work out instead.
Thing is I still feel like crap from my wife leaving me I guess. I've no desire to have her back but it still really screwed my head up. Like my psyche was kind of fist fucked. I've been steadily getting better about it but I still have times, like right now, when I feel like a large elephant is sitting on my chest and things I did wrong in the marriage pop in and out of my head. Or I remember the horrible things she had done.
I need to move on and date more but it would really help if I could just get out of this perpetual funk. Not really a fun date at the moment.
Ah...I feel better now after venting.