bee

so much shit to do....its never over with me.
A i know you have been callin' i just have not been home to call back. and i love you.

i have been workin' on gettin' this bizznesss up and goin' and f:ck its outta control! not a moment fer myself. i wanna make more music. its been too long. and like i need to. i need otmake bunches of shit. fuck. life is so fast some times it feels like i am rocky goin' after a fuckin' chicken i hate chicken blah!

may i say my BF is so super duper. he cuddles me all night! i luuuuv hiiim! sooooooo much!

i still dont know when this blind date shit will happen. i got paid fer it. i dont know if they will give me the tape now, cuz the dude werkin' there said he would give it to me. but i have not talked to him in like months. like most of my friends! i hate that. like i neevr get to do anything unless its like going to a party but getting paid. but i will make it damn it and i promise all my frenzzz whan i do i will take you any place you want and i will give you as much attention that i can stand! cuz i luv you alllllll so damn much! i really do i think about my friends a lot. i cant wait until there is a point in my life where i can spend time with friends and family and make you dinner and have you over for tea. *sigh*

i need for real down time. in one year i better be on that road.
mwah fer now!

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-bEe