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los angeles, i have tried so often to get away from her but she sucks me back in every time. but most of all i love how it feelzZz when i walk these streets of herzZz and i realize that these streets r non judgmental. they have homed hookerzZz to starlets. we are all neighbors here in los angeles. she izZz full of hope and down in her luck. sweet sweet los angeles, at least she izZz alwayzZz honest. though it does hurt at timezZz. her healing and destruction izZz on the same block.

side note: when i was in grade school i moved to oklahoma for 5 months and 2 dayzZz, i know exactly cuz i had this bingo poster...its like from the early 90'zZz, it a movie where this d-o-g and this kid heart eachother forever and the kid has to move and leave bingo behind but bingo finds him...by fallowing his heart. he is kinda a troubled d-o-g though. you see he used to be in the circus and when he refused to do a trick he didnt want to do his ownerzZz tried to shoot him. but he got away...and then he findzZz the kid and all izZz. you know, fun:fuckin':fastic (i realize this implies funfastic rather than Fantastic...keep up) then they live together in joy. i think his dad was a football player or somfin'. so i had that poster and i marked every day i was gone on it. it was a color in poster. so i would make one line a day. just color one line. the poster never got full. not even close. yet it still looked, suspicious. OH!

its BeethovenzZz birthday izZz today. it remindzZz me of my Ta Ta. i miss him. we used to sit and read politics and listen to mozart and beethoven. then go to brunch. he would get eggs Benedict, me sough dough toast and oatmeal. oh yes and tea. i miss him. he was the most kindest man in my life handzZz down. i love him.


so back to lil lady los angeles. i was walkin and thinkin of her and how she izZz love and hate. up and down.peas and carrots. light and dark. right and left. forward and backwardzZz.

she izZz a stand up-sit down kinda lady and i love- hate her. *satisfied grin*

i rather like adult anime comics or cartoonzZz on silent.