bedwelld

I don't know why I'm thinking about her. I have been for the last couple of weeks. I'm in this beautiful place with thousands of available tourist and locals but yet I can't get her off my mind. So much so that I drunk messaged her last weekend. I don't remember sending it but I certainly received a message back. I sent " I miss you". She sent back about how her heart sank last time we bumped into each other and I walked out without saying a word. I wasn't being an asshole I just didn't have anything else to say.

I did hear a song that best describes where I'm at mentally a couple of weeks ago so maybe that's it. The song goes something like this.... someday I'll get over you, I'll live to see it all through but I'll always miss dreaming my dreams with you. Yeah, it's a country song, a good tear jerker.

I'm headed to my place on the beach to get drunk, fuck it.