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Friday Aug 12, 2005

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Yay! I'm not a particularly vain or superficial person but I feel so happy that I've finally lost most of my excessive weight. Historically I've been a rather svelte fellow so I never felt quite comfortable weighing as much as I have over the past few years.

My internal perception of myself was radically different from my actual appearance. In fact unless I was directly confronted with my body I pretty much forgot I was fat. Having my gut knock the wind out of me while tying your shoes has a surprisingly adverse affect on my self-esteem.

Now it's so nice to be able to see an instinctive smile flash across my face when I catch my reflection in a mirror. Goodbye double chin, jowls and other unwelcome side effects from my previous sedentary work at home life.
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helly:
nite kiss its a quarter past nine here...pm
Aug 26, 2005
ash:
Mmmmmmm, oxies love love love love love love

uh .. yeah. that would definitely make me skinny. After I started the meth program, I gained an insane amount of weight, sadly. frown If I could afford to .. Id go back in a heartbeat.

P.S. *NOW* I know why u applied to our grp wink why didnt u reply to my email to finish the application process?
Aug 27, 2005

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