bedukay

So I've decided I really want to loose some weight and get back to the body type I see in my mind's eye. I don't have any problem with other people being of different body types I even find some thicker females attractive. It's just that I don't feel like myself right now and that's what's important to me. That's the funniest part I was so skinny for so long my mind has trouble understanding I've chubbed up a little. I was 135 pounds from like 14-18 then around 20 I started eating according to Taoist principles and within a few months I was at my so called ideal weight of 175. Then I started eatijng like crap again and started working at home hence the recent chubitude. Now I'm faced with hard work for something I took for granted my whole life. Such is life.


I think I've got the key to helping me loose weight. No self pleasuring or sex until I exercise! I think that could really work. After a day or 2 of that I'd be bouncing of the walls for sure.