bedofroses

ever get really drunk and end up feeling so lonely, that you cried for a really long time?
even though you were surrounded by people? ever get upset at someone because you were so paranoid about what they thought?
drinking makes me get paranoid like that. I ended up leaving and wandering around and somehow calling someone inbetween bawling like an idiot.
and i feel like even though i said sorry no one beleives me.
it fucking sucks. i really cant do much more aside from leave everyone alone.
moral of the story: dont drink, and dont say what you really feel, ever. it will just fuck you over even worse.