bedofroses

ugh

they put my minka to sleep.... he got really sick, and mewed all day and night till he turned blue in the face.
i hate it when kitties have to go.

no more self loathing. ill be better. everyone here is too fucking pretty. but it is inspiring, the awesome people.

and self improvement ideas?

im reading tons nowadays, in order to try and expand my little world.
trying to be freindlier. and more worldly. I want to meet people from everywhere.

bombard me with ideas, please.

ever get really drunk and end up feeling so lonely, that you cried for a really long time?
even though you were surrounded by people? ever get upset at someone because you were so paranoid about what they thought?
drinking makes me get paranoid like that. I ended up leaving and wandering around and somehow calling someone inbetween bawling like an idiot.
and i feel...
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I really get bored too much, even though I always have too much to get done.

thank god for the interent.