3AM
Red-eyed, vilified, criticized, analyzed, and sanctified after a long night of self abuse. The best kind of self abue of course. The Significant Other and the roommate are both passed out on the couch, looking like a couple of angels. It was one of those nights where you swallow New York City whole and the light shoots out from every part of your body and you feel insanely alive. And now I'm eating chocolate chips.
I suppose it's a bit weird that I felt the need to get online and check out my Suicide Girls before going to bed. I've only known some of you a short time, and others I barely know at all. But there's something here that makes me feel welcome, and for that I thank you all. I mean that. I think you're all amazing in a million different ways, and I feel honored to be sharing in something with you...
OK, so I'm drunk. Good night.
Red-eyed, vilified, criticized, analyzed, and sanctified after a long night of self abuse. The best kind of self abue of course. The Significant Other and the roommate are both passed out on the couch, looking like a couple of angels. It was one of those nights where you swallow New York City whole and the light shoots out from every part of your body and you feel insanely alive. And now I'm eating chocolate chips.
I suppose it's a bit weird that I felt the need to get online and check out my Suicide Girls before going to bed. I've only known some of you a short time, and others I barely know at all. But there's something here that makes me feel welcome, and for that I thank you all. I mean that. I think you're all amazing in a million different ways, and I feel honored to be sharing in something with you...
OK, so I'm drunk. Good night.
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You KNOW you are making me very jealous saying you have seen Bruce like 100 times damnit, damnit, damnit. What about meeee... I might have to go to the states to see him. Does he really play alot of concerts in New Jersey every year? I heard that from someone, somewhere..
I want to go to NJ, alot of people have told me it's the only place in the US that feels a bit like Sweden. I don't know why. And the Garden State hype isnt making it better, everyone wants to go there now haha!
Sounds like a good job, how did you end up working on HBO shows?
+ did you find a good Christmas tree, we don't have any space for it in our apartment, how do you live?
I only write stuff in Swedish sorry, I think I will let someone else translate it into English when needed. My headache is gone now, sweet.
[Edited on Dec 12, 2004 12:24AM]
I had a blog before, trying to write in english but it's really not that simple. Swedish will always be my writing language, too bad so few people understand it
You should tell me next time you hear something about Bruce touring/shows... and yeah I know New Jersey have been a 'joke' and I don't understand why, that's just stupid.
I won't see a Christmas tree until I get back home to the north, when I was little I used to go up earlier than usually the days we had the Christmas tree in our livingroom before and after Christmas... I just though the lights and everything were so calming and I just sat there and looked on it for like 10 minutes before I started getting ready hm... lights have a certain grip around us from the north I think, because we have many months with ALOT of darkness.