I have to say I am pretty proud of myself. Things were pretty bad for a few weeks and I didn't revert back to my old ways of dealing with them. I have been doing really well not getting wasted. I have been doing really well at my job. Doing much better with communicating. It's like I am growing up or something lol This feeling of being healthier (not quite healthy but is anyone really healthy) is a new and exciting feeling for me. I am proud. 