who thinks of these?
Ok that was for those of you i told that commercial about. it gives me the creeps. but i like it. you know what i mean.
Something random real quick: those Baby on Board window stickers--those are irritatiing. i honestly dont know what that is trying to say. almost everyone has kids ok? i dont know anyone who cares if you have one in the car.
Geez! i may sound like an old biddy but i saw like 5 yesterday in a time span of a half hour and i was about to pull one over and ask if they honestly went out in their car......pulled out money....paid the money...and eagerly stuck that on their window with the satisfaction of knowing "there now. now noone will dare touch this car. they will be extra careful. we are invincible." But i didnt. instead i pent it up and wrote it in this. which i usually dont do but what the heck. once on a blue moon its ok for a normally laid back not-very-opinionated person to moan about something petty, no?
So my best friend Dee and i are getting ok again i think. theres still a hint of 'difference' in the atmosphere--but we might be on the right trail to recovering our 7 year friendship. i love her husband...and we've all had so much past together. its a best friend when you decide together to move off to a foreign country. but things are just a little strained right now. why? i dont know. drifting maybe.... personality changes..... but we've overcome so much that i can't find it in me to accept we arent in fact BFF.
see--im going on tangents today.. did you notice? thats how i do.
im growing my hair out to as long as i can handle it. that might be only another 2 inches but have faith in me. if i can overcome that horribly akward stage of not-quite-long and not-quite-short it'll be a cinch.
I'm going over to my gramma's tonite to watch Top Models. My mom is desperately clutching her youth. that has been on my mind. its sad, really. i wont tell stories or go into any detail but just knowing that you are maturing and growing, and your mother has been the same since you were 6 and remember buying her a 2 and a 4 to put on her birthday cake when she was turing 24....is not so cool. now shes over 40 and still loves telling me things that i do not want to hear. even my friends dont say "oh but thats so cool!" anymore. now they just feel bad. But its cool cuz i gots a mom in my gramma.
Is this the weirdest journal ive ever written? its possible. but im actually in a good mood even though it might sound like im
. im really 
. i want to crack open a beer and watch a porn or play a game or something.
im reading a scary novel too. Clive Barker is so descriptive its crazy. im on page 372... im worn out from reading. .. . ..... ........ i woke up to Montel Williams this morning with Sylvia Brown as a guest... shes the real thing i think. i said i THINK. but they were all talkin supernatural and stuff and i LOVE that talk. my mind is so damn open that i would love to believe in just about anything. but not in the gullable-not too smart-sort of way. just in the i think it might be a bit ignorant to NOT accept the possibility of 'otherworldly' occurances and beings. guitarsnglasses knows that i mean
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Im going now. i think i'll be seeing a few of you pretty soon..... OOOoo i just remembered im going to Hometown Buffet this weekend.. SWEET.
Ok that was for those of you i told that commercial about. it gives me the creeps. but i like it. you know what i mean.
Something random real quick: those Baby on Board window stickers--those are irritatiing. i honestly dont know what that is trying to say. almost everyone has kids ok? i dont know anyone who cares if you have one in the car.
Geez! i may sound like an old biddy but i saw like 5 yesterday in a time span of a half hour and i was about to pull one over and ask if they honestly went out in their car......pulled out money....paid the money...and eagerly stuck that on their window with the satisfaction of knowing "there now. now noone will dare touch this car. they will be extra careful. we are invincible." But i didnt. instead i pent it up and wrote it in this. which i usually dont do but what the heck. once on a blue moon its ok for a normally laid back not-very-opinionated person to moan about something petty, no?
So my best friend Dee and i are getting ok again i think. theres still a hint of 'difference' in the atmosphere--but we might be on the right trail to recovering our 7 year friendship. i love her husband...and we've all had so much past together. its a best friend when you decide together to move off to a foreign country. but things are just a little strained right now. why? i dont know. drifting maybe.... personality changes..... but we've overcome so much that i can't find it in me to accept we arent in fact BFF.
see--im going on tangents today.. did you notice? thats how i do.
im growing my hair out to as long as i can handle it. that might be only another 2 inches but have faith in me. if i can overcome that horribly akward stage of not-quite-long and not-quite-short it'll be a cinch.
I'm going over to my gramma's tonite to watch Top Models. My mom is desperately clutching her youth. that has been on my mind. its sad, really. i wont tell stories or go into any detail but just knowing that you are maturing and growing, and your mother has been the same since you were 6 and remember buying her a 2 and a 4 to put on her birthday cake when she was turing 24....is not so cool. now shes over 40 and still loves telling me things that i do not want to hear. even my friends dont say "oh but thats so cool!" anymore. now they just feel bad. But its cool cuz i gots a mom in my gramma.
Is this the weirdest journal ive ever written? its possible. but im actually in a good mood even though it might sound like im
. im really . i want to crack open a beer and watch a porn or play a game or something.
im reading a scary novel too. Clive Barker is so descriptive its crazy. im on page 372... im worn out from reading. .. . ..... ........ i woke up to Montel Williams this morning with Sylvia Brown as a guest... shes the real thing i think. i said i THINK. but they were all talkin supernatural and stuff and i LOVE that talk. my mind is so damn open that i would love to believe in just about anything. but not in the gullable-not too smart-sort of way. just in the i think it might be a bit ignorant to NOT accept the possibility of 'otherworldly' occurances and beings. guitarsnglasses knows that i mean
.
Im going now. i think i'll be seeing a few of you pretty soon..... OOOoo i just remembered im going to Hometown Buffet this weekend.. SWEET.
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Definately call you around 12ish then.