beckyuill

Sounds good, I will be there anyway. I will be awaiting your text then. I was just reading tat Sexybeast will probably be sleeping when we are there though. He will be taking his chemo treatment around 3pm.

I think you misunderstood my comment, I didnt say that I gave up being a christian. I used to go to church 2 times a week, mostly to be with her but sometimes even without. I was just saying there was a period where I questioned all of that and why god would allow me to be hurt like that. (Oh, the highschool drama ) So I kinda quit going to church, but that doesnt mean that I dont hold some of the christian ideals to heart. The whole "be good to those around you through love and charity, and just judge people lest you be judged" is something I try to remember, it is just I dont see why I should dislike gay people or favor the death penalty or tell a woman that she cant decide what to do with her baby in a time of struggle.

Im at a point in my life where I really dont know where I am at in my beliefs and that is okay with me. I just try to be the best person I can be to the people around me and I feel good with myself.

Wow, that is a lond explanation to one line