beckricci

I saw Soup Girl today...



I had a dream earlier today with her. She came over to my house and we made pancakes and French Fries. I had the best time. Then I woke up. Great dreams are worse than my most horrible nightmares. At least i can deal with a bad dream.

I think Soup lost my movie.

I saw her playing with a pay phone. In the middle of class she started to draw on the chalkboard and hummed to herself.

I said to myself, "this girl is fucking crazy."
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I feel that i'm losing my mind. My head gets so full of stuff. It's hard to focus. It's worse than being just sad.

Can one go mad just over one person? I for one do not want to be an example.

Damn you Soup Girl for bewitching me. You've cast you spell on me. Now I don't know what to do with myself. I'd rob the stars from the sky just to have you near me.

When nobodies like me fall, they fall hard.

Fuck. The. World.