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today is a curly headed be Mistress-to-Myself day. i have no babies to play with, no boys to kiss.
i tell myself to sleep some more! take a long bath! go out and find a new winter coat! eat raw oysters! and then go right back to bed, little girl!
now you must excuse me, i have some chastising to do in private. EL SUICIDO LOCO
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delilahb:
How do you feel about doing wild things? I mean being completely insane and possibly getting yourself in a lot of trouble? Spontineity? I think I'm going to do something extreme smile
delilahb:
I write to you a lot. Hey, what are you doing this Monday? Want to come to Montana and celebrate my birthday with me?
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-Before her I repudiate all I have done, all that I am. I aspire to more. I am ashamed of my writing. I want to throw everything away and begin anew. I have a terror of disappointing her. Her idealism is so demanding. It awes me. With her I feel timelessness. Our talk is only half-talk...
delilah i think of you daily. only i am...
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delilahb:
I'm really sick over the fact that Jonathan Brandis died. I totally was in love with that boy. I'm seriously wigging out. I just said wigging.
delilahb:
I'm back, but you're probably out by now. I put a fun pic for you. Well, it's not really that fun. I'm having one of those, Oh I feel like shit and look like shit, nights. Perhaps to bed?
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you miss me, you miss me and now you wanna kiss me!
fooly coolly!
fooly coolly!
fooly coolly!
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nikki_darling:
In RE to the Baroness- I fantasize about being so bold and amazing. What a force of nature she was!
le sigh.

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delilahb:
I'm so tired too. Damn this living on opposite sides of the nation bullshit. We could have such great conversations! Damn!

Anywho, find time and write me a beautiful note. I miss you. kiss
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my last thought for the day: DE-LI-LAH.
when i watched sleeping beauty i thought of you for "lips as red as the red red rose;" for all the marks you leave in my journal, they are as welcome as cool weather at the end of a hot summer; for thoughts of you that linger in my head all thru the day, delilah as a peppermint...
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delilah_banks:
Isn't it interesting how things happen. So I'm having the shittiest day ever. Ever! I've decided to do a bunch of different things about it: 1. Drop my god forsaken class. My parents are very disappointed, but I hate it, and I do it only for fun, and with the snow and ice, driving thirty miles home at 10:00pm just isn't my idea of a good time. 2. Go out and spend $300 on a digital camera. 3. Take naked pictures of myself and submit them to SG.

Wow, is there something wrong with that?

During the summer, I was going through this whole ass/leg phase. Don't particularly know why, but I found them intriguing.

And yeah. So, do you ever have these moments when you just want to run away and do something substantial? Since I've graduated from college, I have done nothing of any good. I just feel so mediocre, and it's killing me. Also, around this time, I have very large tendencies to move to random places (last year, Chicago, the year before, China) but never follow through. So I'm thinking that I should start small: move somewhere close by, that I know, etc. But that just seems like a cop-out.

I don't know. This day is stupid. Well, all except for you.

kiss
Delilah.
delilah_banks:
Becka, Becka, Bo-Becka...

Today is Wednesday. Today is stupid, yet again. Poo poo, I say! I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I think I may bite the bullet and call in sick. That is so wrong, but I am sick (sort of) and all I want to do is stay in bed and play with my new camera.

So what's up, buttercup?

Have you ever tried to draw your self-portrait in the old skool verison of Microsoft Paint? I tried it at work today, and my god, it was so much fun.

Tell me something terrific.
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well, i dont like you either, but ill still get all fooly cooly with you
xoxo. mamimi
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applerecords1251:
Your profile is pretty scary. But anyone who is a hostess cupcake is allright by me.
beckadarling:
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do you like it when you feel black silk? do you like it when you smell soft ash, when it is october, when you think of hookah bars being your own, to drink and smoke and be careless yet afraid, when you are left alone at night and you pull out the exacto and and a soft bear, maybe a flask of makers and a...
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quickly, quickly
ohwell:
Faster, Pussycat! Kill! Kill!
ohwell:
No, I haven't been to your room recently. But the next time I'm in the French Southern Territories . . .
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so i typed this long angry entry that was eaten somehow... i guess its for the best. but god how i wanted you few to witness my wrath... fuck. i said fuck a lot, in well rationed sentences, i swear. now there is no hope. i am still not going to see a perfect circle with the boys i care about regardless, they still are...
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im home!! so happy. back to the awful crazy beer & bong lifestyle. back to humidity, to lost boys, to black nights and a new bridge!!! i never thought id miss this town again, and yet, i did. i did i did i admit it. time to celebrate with drinking at big johns. huzzah. smile
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delilah_banks:
BeckaDarling, the love of my life, is back in action. So I think you should come to Montana so you can meet me! How about that? The only people I've met off the site, I've known prior to becoming a member. Does that count? I don't think so.

So it should be a first for us.

You're the sexy vixen. (we should invite midori to joins us too wink )
delilah_banks:
BeckaDarling, the love of my life, is back in action. So I think you should come to Montana so you can meet me! How about that? The only people I've met off the site, I've known prior to becoming a member. Does that count? I don't think so.

So it should be a first for us.

You're the sexy vixen. (we should invite midori to joins us too wink )
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in honor of my trip to san franscisco tomorrow, i give you the delicious blonde bay area trio of trixie chloe & midori, now official. i love them all, slobberingly. and if anyone in san franscisco reads this, im there thru next tuesday. holla.
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applerecords1251:
looking good for 82
willis3000:
just wanted to say hey and thanks for the welcome surreal maybe well talk soon biggrin biggrin biggrin mad puke