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i was born in a holiday inn.

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Monday Apr 11, 2005

Apr 11, 2005
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i think im ovulating.
i know im hungry.

Todays! Food! For! Spring!
-chickpea salad & mint yogurt!
-slow roasted chicken with lemon and Brussels sprouts!
-the ridiculously awesome "mille fleur" style Japanese omelet!
-Rossinis! thats pureed strawberries and champagne!
-cauliflower soup with red pepper pesto!

todays lunch special: house smoked salmon with local pea shoots, goat cheese, apples, grapefruit, & citrus vinaigrette!

tonights dinner: fried halloumi and roasted roma tomatoes!

its an enviromentally bred insanity. i really cant help but be swayed by smells and flavors of my surroundings. i could walk out the front door...but then what?

there i go again squibbling about my lifes plans.

so, lets get married in a cathedral by the sea, and raise babies in the north of spain. itll help me breathe easier.
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vitriol:
I'm sorry for long strings in italian, I know it's unkind....but we can speak more easily in this way. I write in english but I'm not so good to blush ...(eehh but my accent is quite good instead)
Do you like italian poetry for real? What do you read to?
Apr 12, 2005
sandbender:
i imagine how this would be, the two of us in a kitchen, all this deliciousness; we, happily working on things that'll please our senses...

i am trying to write my thesis within 3 months (2+ already passed) after more than a year of reading and thinking alongside a mediocre life.
the topic is the formation of subject-positions in relation to mechanisms of normalization, performativity and agency. i try to formulate how we still can speak and act in a political sense after the deconstruction of the subject (as a category and concept) makes institutionalized democratic politics look being out of place, useless, even harmful to the desire of living a social and ethical (happy?) life.
i will argue that we have to turn back onto ourselves, learn to deal with and govern ourselves, as if we can't stand/do that (us), there is no way of living together. wich (the latter) is the case nowadays. it's that we have to learn to risk what we think we are to become what we have no words for yet, a critical and empirical practice.
the theories i refer to mainly deal with the construction of our ideas of gender, sexual practices and their relation to the subject/ourselves. among others, there are analyses of (what we know call) sexuality in ancient greece and rome and its relationship to the every day life, (like government, dietetics, philosophy, love. &c).
does this make sense?

i think this is the longest entry i've ever writen on this site. where can i get my omelette, petal? kiss
Apr 12, 2005

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