-Before her I repudiate all I have done, all that I am. I aspire to more. I am ashamed of my writing. I want to throw everything away and begin anew. I have a terror of disappointing her. Her idealism is so demanding. It awes me. With her I feel timelessness. Our talk is only half-talk...
delilah i think of you daily. only i am much too tired to sit in this horrid chair and type. this crazy rosy love thing that anais and june had is what im reading right now and i think of you. i hope you see this and dont think i am being neglectful!
to everybody else: you stinkers! when will my journal become one filled with dirty lacivious thoughts? some one tell me they want me!
listen to stroker ace and think of me.
delilah i think of you daily. only i am much too tired to sit in this horrid chair and type. this crazy rosy love thing that anais and june had is what im reading right now and i think of you. i hope you see this and dont think i am being neglectful!
to everybody else: you stinkers! when will my journal become one filled with dirty lacivious thoughts? some one tell me they want me!
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delilahb:
I'm really sick over the fact that Jonathan Brandis died. I totally was in love with that boy. I'm seriously wigging out. I just said wigging.
delilahb:
I'm back, but you're probably out by now. I put a fun pic for you. Well, it's not really that fun. I'm having one of those, Oh I feel like shit and look like shit, nights. Perhaps to bed?