yes, i'll take off my long blue gloves made of spanish leather
and give to you my lily white hand
and we'll ride off together...
i'm in love with black jack davey.
(+ the great white hope of detroit, too.)
there are so many pictures i want to share with you, but i havent the head for it. someday, love, you'll see more than my...
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and give to you my lily white hand
and we'll ride off together...
i'm in love with black jack davey.
(+ the great white hope of detroit, too.)
there are so many pictures i want to share with you, but i havent the head for it. someday, love, you'll see more than my...
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why must life be so complicated?
and how boring it would be if it wasn't!
i :♥: you, charlie.
my to do list:
roast a chicken
dont waffle without an iron
grow wings on my forearms
remove the fury from my brow
restore my teeth to a beautiful whitness
wear aqua in the coming spring
read malcolm hudson's new book solely for my & my...
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and how boring it would be if it wasn't!
i :♥: you, charlie.
my to do list:
roast a chicken
dont waffle without an iron
grow wings on my forearms
remove the fury from my brow
restore my teeth to a beautiful whitness
wear aqua in the coming spring
read malcolm hudson's new book solely for my & my...
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triplesixer:
i dont hate ya darlin... whats the problem here?
i havent been around these parts too much here lately... but i still love you the same... write me back.. well really get together sometime.. since we talked so much about it before.. so see ya..dear
i havent been around these parts too much here lately... but i still love you the same... write me back.. well really get together sometime.. since we talked so much about it before.. so see ya..dear
delilahb:
Becka, Darling, I'm back. Oh how I thought of you often. How was everything when I was gone? Did you miss me. I love you, my sweet valentine. Tell me something different, something fresh.
Love,
Delilah.
Love,
Delilah.
c'mover, c'mover
we wont let it start again
c'mover + create a new universe with all the things you have yet to learn about me
we wont let it start again
c'mover + create a new universe with all the things you have yet to learn about me
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delilahb:
It's going to fucking burn.
I have a decided to sponser a little girl in Africa. I want to save the world. Are you up to it?
I have a decided to sponser a little girl in Africa. I want to save the world. Are you up to it?
iload2:
When The Walls Came Down
ive gone to the fair. to shimmy in the lights. to eat a cardamom funnel cake. to ride the uberwheelie. to shangai are carnie and have Olympian children. shalom, y'all. 
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delilahb:
Kiss, kiss my dark haired miss. I'm falling into a world of dreams hopefully to dream of your fair skin and plush lips. I hope your weekend was wonderful and your monday even better.
Sweet Dreams,
Delilah.
Sweet Dreams,
Delilah.
delilahb:
I would NEVER hate you. EVER!
You can come and visit me anytime. I promise to do nothing but shower you in sweet kisses.
Delilah.
You can come and visit me anytime. I promise to do nothing but shower you in sweet kisses.
Delilah.
this sure is one half assed miracle. 
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delilahb:
Merry Christmas my sweet Becka love. I'll be thinking of you dancing through my mind tonight along with the sugar plums.
adore:
Thank you. 
something new about me:
the way my hair smells.
how i look like nina mori sometimes.
how i broke my computer with porn.
how i cant find navy colored charcoals. am i crazy?
the cold doesnt bother me so much this year.
i didnt even have sex with him! omg!
a profile picture change in the near future, once pesky computer problems are fixed. yay!
the way my hair smells.
how i look like nina mori sometimes.
how i broke my computer with porn.
how i cant find navy colored charcoals. am i crazy?
the cold doesnt bother me so much this year.
i didnt even have sex with him! omg!
a profile picture change in the near future, once pesky computer problems are fixed. yay!
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delilahb:
That's my job dear 
delilahb:
I'm going to bed, missy. But it sure was nice talking to you. I missed you more than words can wield the matter. I will write you something beautiful tomorrow, however, and maybe even post a little pic for you. And! I'll be looking forward to seeing your new pics.
Love you SO much,
Delilah
Love you SO much,
Delilah
today is a curly headed be Mistress-to-Myself day. i have no babies to play with, no boys to kiss.
i tell myself to sleep some more! take a long bath! go out and find a new winter coat! eat raw oysters! and then go right back to bed, little girl!
now you must excuse me, i have some chastising to do in private.
i tell myself to sleep some more! take a long bath! go out and find a new winter coat! eat raw oysters! and then go right back to bed, little girl!
now you must excuse me, i have some chastising to do in private.
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delilahb:
How do you feel about doing wild things? I mean being completely insane and possibly getting yourself in a lot of trouble? Spontineity? I think I'm going to do something extreme
delilahb:
I write to you a lot. Hey, what are you doing this Monday? Want to come to Montana and celebrate my birthday with me?
-Before her I repudiate all I have done, all that I am. I aspire to more. I am ashamed of my writing. I want to throw everything away and begin anew. I have a terror of disappointing her. Her idealism is so demanding. It awes me. With her I feel timelessness. Our talk is only half-talk...
delilah i think of you daily. only i am...
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delilahb:
I'm really sick over the fact that Jonathan Brandis died. I totally was in love with that boy. I'm seriously wigging out. I just said wigging.
delilahb:
I'm back, but you're probably out by now. I put a fun pic for you. Well, it's not really that fun. I'm having one of those, Oh I feel like shit and look like shit, nights. Perhaps to bed?
you miss me, you miss me and now you wanna kiss me!
fooly coolly!
fooly coolly!
fooly coolly!
fooly coolly!
fooly coolly!
fooly coolly!
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nikki_darling:
In RE to the Baroness- I fantasize about being so bold and amazing. What a force of nature she was!
le sigh.
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le sigh.
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delilahb:
I'm so tired too. Damn this living on opposite sides of the nation bullshit. We could have such great conversations! Damn!
Anywho, find time and write me a beautiful note. I miss you.
Anywho, find time and write me a beautiful note. I miss you.
my last thought for the day: DE-LI-LAH.
when i watched sleeping beauty i thought of you for "lips as red as the red red rose;" for all the marks you leave in my journal, they are as welcome as cool weather at the end of a hot summer; for thoughts of you that linger in my head all thru the day, delilah as a peppermint...
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when i watched sleeping beauty i thought of you for "lips as red as the red red rose;" for all the marks you leave in my journal, they are as welcome as cool weather at the end of a hot summer; for thoughts of you that linger in my head all thru the day, delilah as a peppermint...
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delilah_banks:
Isn't it interesting how things happen. So I'm having the shittiest day ever. Ever! I've decided to do a bunch of different things about it: 1. Drop my god forsaken class. My parents are very disappointed, but I hate it, and I do it only for fun, and with the snow and ice, driving thirty miles home at 10:00pm just isn't my idea of a good time. 2. Go out and spend $300 on a digital camera. 3. Take naked pictures of myself and submit them to SG.
Wow, is there something wrong with that?
During the summer, I was going through this whole ass/leg phase. Don't particularly know why, but I found them intriguing.
And yeah. So, do you ever have these moments when you just want to run away and do something substantial? Since I've graduated from college, I have done nothing of any good. I just feel so mediocre, and it's killing me. Also, around this time, I have very large tendencies to move to random places (last year, Chicago, the year before, China) but never follow through. So I'm thinking that I should start small: move somewhere close by, that I know, etc. But that just seems like a cop-out.
I don't know. This day is stupid. Well, all except for you.
Delilah.
Wow, is there something wrong with that?
During the summer, I was going through this whole ass/leg phase. Don't particularly know why, but I found them intriguing.
And yeah. So, do you ever have these moments when you just want to run away and do something substantial? Since I've graduated from college, I have done nothing of any good. I just feel so mediocre, and it's killing me. Also, around this time, I have very large tendencies to move to random places (last year, Chicago, the year before, China) but never follow through. So I'm thinking that I should start small: move somewhere close by, that I know, etc. But that just seems like a cop-out.
I don't know. This day is stupid. Well, all except for you.
Delilah.
delilah_banks:
Becka, Becka, Bo-Becka...
Today is Wednesday. Today is stupid, yet again. Poo poo, I say! I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I think I may bite the bullet and call in sick. That is so wrong, but I am sick (sort of) and all I want to do is stay in bed and play with my new camera.
So what's up, buttercup?
Have you ever tried to draw your self-portrait in the old skool verison of Microsoft Paint? I tried it at work today, and my god, it was so much fun.
Tell me something terrific.
Today is Wednesday. Today is stupid, yet again. Poo poo, I say! I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I think I may bite the bullet and call in sick. That is so wrong, but I am sick (sort of) and all I want to do is stay in bed and play with my new camera.
So what's up, buttercup?
Have you ever tried to draw your self-portrait in the old skool verison of Microsoft Paint? I tried it at work today, and my god, it was so much fun.
Tell me something terrific.
well, i dont like you either, but ill still get all fooly cooly with you
xoxo. mamimi
xoxo. mamimi
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applerecords1251:
Your profile is pretty scary. But anyone who is a hostess cupcake is allright by me.
beckadarling:
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[Edited on Nov 01, 2003 11:26PM]
do you like it when you feel black silk? do you like it when you smell soft ash, when it is october, when you think of hookah bars being your own, to drink and smoke and be careless yet afraid, when you are left alone at night and you pull out the exacto and and a soft bear, maybe a flask of makers and a...
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One little known fact about moi: I'm horrified of phones. I really don't like them, so don't think that I'm not calling you for any other reason than I can't bring myself to have enough courage to dial your number. I think its from working my last job when 9/10 people that called me were ready to bitch me out for no reason. Since then, I've been kind of put off. I'll email you my number, but just so you know, chances are the phone will be off. I really do want to talk to you though! I love you sooo much, and want to hear your sweet voice. I'm just weird and paranoid of everything and nothing all at once. Oh god...
Delilah