becca_____

Tonight I was a total bitch to a really good friend for absolutely no reason. I can't wait for this day to be over. Four down, twenty to go.

So I ended up going to Chico a day early... We went out last night, and I ended up running into every single person I know here. It was strange but very cool to see everyone. I didn't think I had that much to drink, but I threw up four times this morning... not fun.

I'm dead tired right now, but I promised to meet...
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So I'm in a really shitty mood right now. My plan today was to go to this. I was really excited. I went both years when I lived in SF, but missed it last year, so I arranged everything so I could go this time. I didn't bother to actually check the dates and make sure when it was. It used to be held...
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The last couple days have been really good, but really busy. Today I went out for sushi for lunch, which was fun. Tonight I have work and then plans to go out with some friends I haven't hung out with in a really long time. Tomorrow I'm going to SF to do some shopping, which is my birthday present to myself. Sunday I go to...
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So I just got off the phone with my friend Becky who apparently is convinced I have serious problems and need counseling. It's weird, I've always considered myself a naturally happy, well adjusted person, and I kind of thought all this other stuff was just a phase that I would naturally get past. I always kind of wanted to go to therapy, but it seemed...
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My birthday is in exactly one week. Every year I really look forward to it, and almost every year it turns out horribly. Half the time I end up in tears. I had really high hopes for this year, but it's looking like it'll probably end up about the same.

The other night I was hanging out with a friend, and he told me to...
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I guess the universe really wants to keep things balanced, because tonight I had a shitty shitty night at work, and got the second least amount I've ever gotten in tips. I really want to go out and drink, but I have no one to go with. I feel lame.

Tonight at work I had my second best night of tips ever. So that is something good. And it's all I can think of right now.

I've been in the slow painful process of rearranging my room and trying to get everything organized for the first time ever. Today I went and bought a huge super heavy shelf, somehow managed to get it into my car, out of my car, upstairs, and assembled. When I got it into my room I realized it wouldn't work in the spot I had set...
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I was doing so well for awhile, but now I am sad again, and I don't know why.