I am drtunk so I am updating fuck y9ou.updating has dating in it so fuck you. i apparenmtly get mean when i drink whould a thunk it. fuck you all. my ex boyfriend woun't return my phione calls isn't that funny. ghe hates me isn't that funny too. i made out with some guiy tonight isn't that funny too. i am in love with some... Read More
Living with gay boys is cool, but the unexpected hazard is that I've started to assume that every single guy I meet is gay. I'm just so consistently surrounded by them it's hard to imagine that anyone on earth is actually straight anymore.
No computer, no job, no financial aid. No real chance of getting any of these things as soon as I'd like. I'll be back when I have the first one, at least.
My New Years Eve was okay. First it kind of sucked, then it really really sucked, and then it was pretty good. I don't think it ever got better than pretty good though. Not really what I was hoping for to ring in the new year, but oh well.
I want a guy I don't have to say no to. I want a guy who's still there when I wake up. I want to someday drill into my brain the fact that guys are never going to make me happy, and that past mistakes are never worth revisiting. I want to stop pretending that people who aren't worth my time are better than me.... Read More
I've got a crazy busy next week or so. There's all these old friends in town, some who I haven't seen in years, who I'm hanging out with tonight. Tomorrow's my last day of work, and then I'm going out with all my work people for the last time. The next day I've got to go down to Davis and back. I found out that... Read More
If you want I can help you move. I think any type of hanging out will be well worth it. I have a present for you as well, so I definitely need to see you before I leave. I am going to leave on the 30th, but the time doesn't matter. I usually leave around 10 pm to miss traffic and what not. If you need any help at all on the 30th give me a call. Plus I want to see those slippers.
So I got way too drunk last night and spend the evening complaining about how nobody wants me. My friend's boyfriend literally carried me out of the bar. I kinda wish I'd had even more to drink, so I wouldn't have to remember all of it.
She won't be drinking when her and I hang out. I find it more fun to hang out when both parties are sober. Unless ofcourse it is with you, Unrwrapped. "Stop being mean to me!"
I am here for so long because I don't have school or work. I get free food and stuff here, so I figured why not.
Edit: Some one out there does want you. It is hard to find them, but sometimes they are right in front of you, which makes it even harder. The true statement is, "No one that I want wants me."