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Indianapolis

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Monday Sep 21, 2009

Sep 21, 2009
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Oh man, it's been almost a year since I last posted a blog! I've still be on the site checking out sets and commenting, I just haven't taken the time to write anything about me... Doubt anyone will even read this, but maybe it'll make me feel better. lol
... I guess I'll start from the top and work my way down...

I'm now back in PA and currently not attending any school. I just have no clue what I want to do with my life! I'm living with Chris, but we are technically on a 'break' right now. I still love him, but I told him I wanted to go on a break in the beginning of August because I was so sick of his shit. I told him there was the possibility of us getting back together so long as he worked on his problems and resolved them first. This break up has honestly been a long time coming though. He cheated on me back in May shortly before our 1 year anniversary on June 15th. I told him I was over it, but I never truly have forgotten it. He's the only boyfriend I've ever had and after all the things we've been through together, it just about killed me when I found out he'd cheated...

About a month before he cheated on me I started back to losing weight. As of now, I'm back down to the weight I was when Chris and I first got together, but still about 10 lbs more than the smallest I've ever been. As of last week, I was down 46.5 lbs biggrin I still want to lose about another 25lbs, but I'm not stressing about it.

I really need to decide what path I want to choose to go down for my life. I want to go back to some sort of school, but I don't know where or what for. I need to hurry up and chose though, because I need to start doing applications for schools plus my rent is up in Jan. so I need to know if I moving again or staying here...Ugh, I hate making tough decisions frown

Ooh, and I have 2 new tattoos since the last time I updated! The one on my back, the cameo, I put some pics up in my 'Tattoos' album. I go back to have it finished on October 1st. The other one I got just a month before I started my cameo tattoo, it's a fleur de lis on my foot--because I'm proud of my French-Canadian heritage and the fleur de lis is on my family crest smile

Sorry it's sideways. lol


Oh yeah, the new artist I found is the owner of the Area 51 Tattoo shop in Brentwood/Pittsburgh area, and his name is Jarrod Beaumont. He's a real chill guy, and I like that he is upfront about things and gives his honest opinion about the best for your body and your art--he's not just about slapping a tat on you and taking your money. I've certainly been working my way up to becoming a shop regular. lol

I also had my lip pierced again so I had 3 in a row on my right side, but a combination of a slightly off piercing angle with some severe swelling and then putting in a hoop made it migrate some so I had to take it out. Jarrod said he'd re-pierce it for me if I wanted after it healed...

I love how I feel after I get a new tattoo or piercing! And it makes me wanna do an SG shoot even more! I wish there was an SG photographer or even a member of the site who has done some shoots before that could take some pictures of me frown...oh well. maybe somedayyy. lol

well, I think that's all for now. Hopefully within the next week or so I'll have some more updates smile
<3 Rachel
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fuckin_steve:
hey cutie, thanks for the add
Sep 27, 2009
drama:
Sounds like a tough situation....I hope things resolve themselves and get back on track for you!

So Area 51 huh? I've never heard of them. I'm getting all of my left sleeve worked on in Pittsburgh at a place called Bodyworks out in the Penn Hills. It's pricey, but definitely worth the money.
Sep 28, 2009

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