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Sunday Jun 05, 2005

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So.....

Sweet weekend. Yesterday Hailey, Jessica and I went to the lake near the house. Very cool. Today since Jessica had to work Hailey and I went to the pool. It's funny thought. When I was putting sunblock on the tattoos, a guy that lives in one of the condos came up to me and tried giving me a lesson in sunblock. eeek He said that SPF 50 was better than the 45 I had in my hand. Now, I happened to know that the only difference is how much longer the two will last in the water. After SPF 30 the amount of protection is the same. The reason I know this is because I spoke to a dermatologist about it, last year. I am a sunblock freak. My father had skin cancer three times and every time it came back worse. Anyways, I had to share. My head is killing me.
So, since I am a music freak I felt like putting some lyrics down.

Me before Jessica...............

My mask of sanity is slipping away
and I don't know if I can last much longer. help me
Human faces grow so twisted and farther away,
thought I could take it but the hate grows stronger. help me
Oh God help me 'cause I don't want to see
another image of that beast humanity. save me
Oh God save me, this hatred is killing me.
No one can save me 'cause I once was blind but now I see the way...

One day I'm gonna rip my eyes out of my head
And never gaze upon your twisted world again.
I'm gonna tear out my eyes
And maybe find some peace of mind inside.

My mask of sanity has broken away and I don't want to last much longer.

"Blood for Blood"


Me Now...............

Man she saves me
To this day I don't know why
She picked me up
When i was down on the road
With the wind when it blowed

"Citizen Cope"

Short but to the point.


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argonautgod:
Me and the sun have never seen eye to eye. When it's blazing I'm shading. It's a rule I stick to religiously - and I live in one of the coldest places in Britain.

That's some change, man. Glad you're happy.
Jun 6, 2005
sharona1881:
biggrin beautifulness
Jun 6, 2005

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