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Saturday Jan 01, 2005

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It pains me to think Jessica and I have not taken any pictures for a set. She is hot. Holy crap.

Anyways, we spent New Years together. It was quiet. But very good. I have never spent New Years with anyone I loved before. And this was actually the first year I wasnt sick to my stomach. I had to stop myself a few times last night. I started to think about how effing bad the year was before I met her. It was too effing bad. I almost gave up. I know, I know. But life really sucked. the only person who cared for me was Hailey. Now, I have them both. And I'm sure in a few years we will add to that list. Jessica and I will get married. No doubt. She is perfect. In every sense of the word. love I am kind of rambling.

To sum up.........

The first nine months of '04-----------------------> puke blackeyed whatever frown

When I met Jessica, that all changed. She instantly made me happy. And knowing that I have her will get me through any of the still stupid and annoying shit that comes with being me.

This year will bring a whole lot. My parents are moving to Florida. This is good. I will be 100% on my own once again. I have gottten into the bad habit of depending on them for shit a little too much lately. I was out of the house young. When I moved back in I was totally different. So, in March I will be making the big move with Jessica. I cannot wait.

Things with Hailey will be a bit differetnt as well. Since I will be about 45 minutes away from her, are schedule will pretty much be set in stone. I cant just pick her up. that will take some getting used to, but I think it will be best for us.

Jessica will be going to school at night and working in the day. I will have school 3 days a week now instead of 2. We may not see eachother as much. Even though we will be living together. So, we have decided to get a cat and PS2. This will replace either one of us when we are not around. KIDDING!!!!!! tongue We will manage.

I will be getting my muscles back. I know everyone says that this time of year. But, I am serious. I am flabby, and just a mess. No energy ect. I will be hitting the gym hard. Jessica too. I figure we can be healthy together.

I have also madea promise to myself that I will stop being so negative so much. And lippy with people. My mouth thankfully has not gotten me in any trouble lately, but it will again. So, I will hush even when it kills me too.

Thats it I guess.
The Care Bears movie is over
Hailey wants to go bowling with Jessica
Peace Out Peeps
Happy New Year
Be cool
Rob
skull

this picture makes me mad. We need to shoot a damn set. We need a nice office with a desk and stuff. Know any in NY, Nj, CT area???????

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dookiejones:
I kind of have to make it out to NYC....I have something called a mother that lives out in a little land known as the Bronx and if I never made it out there again she'd be quite pissed off with me. The twins and I are talking about possibly going out there this summer.

.onelove.
Jan 3, 2005
scagnetti:
KoSmO5!!!!!!!!!!!
Jan 3, 2005

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