i don't have too much to update. my ex, whom i was with for 10 years, suddenly does not want to associate with me at all. he doesn't really know why except that i cause him stress. we didn't even have a bad break up and we were best friends. i don't really understand what's going on but it makes me very sad.
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so birthday plans are set in motion. i hope to be spending 5 nights and 4 days with the aforementioned man whom i love in victoria b.c. he'll be flying into seattle and i'll pick him up there and after a night of making up for lost time, we'll catch the ferry over to see all the beautiful things victoria has to offer and more...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
To be honest I don't know. 
I don't want it over, I just want her to give up the other guy. Hrrrmmmm... then we shall see. I guess I will be testing how deeply she feels about me by staying on tune with the message or trying to move on.
I don't want it over, I just want her to give up the other guy. Hrrrmmmm... then we shall see. I guess I will be testing how deeply she feels about me by staying on tune with the message or trying to move on.
fatdavid8:
I dont know how I feel about your transporting a man over a national border for immoral purposes. 
They might not let you back in the U.S. of A until after that Bush prig is out of the White House.
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They might not let you back in the U.S. of A until after that Bush prig is out of the White House.[Edited on Feb 07, 2005 10:04PM]
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buckknuckle:
Romantic...pssh. Just kidnap him. I've got a basement you can use.
papawheelie:
this thread rocks.
so i've figured out that i could be happy with just one persone in my life. i know that's probab;y not the healthiest thing, but if it was one person who loved me completely, and always wanted to be in my company and found me smart, funny, interesting, and sexy, and for whom i could trust and feel the same, i could just have the...
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hypnogogic:
damn, i thought it was me
loslope:
I beg to differ...
I think that one can have only a single person. You can have a boat load of fun, and as long as you understand one another, you should be able to satisy every facet of each other's life.
I have been around the block (just about a hundred times) and I will say that I have never been as content as I am with her. True, not everyone can have that, but don't rule it out. K?
I hope for good things for you.
I think that one can have only a single person. You can have a boat load of fun, and as long as you understand one another, you should be able to satisy every facet of each other's life.
I have been around the block (just about a hundred times) and I will say that I have never been as content as I am with her. True, not everyone can have that, but don't rule it out. K?
I hope for good things for you.
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bridgetwnpeddler:
yeah... hell I don't know. I just wish she had not told me she loved me and maybe it would be a bit easier on me this week when she just completely withdrew herself.
bridgetwnpeddler:
she said it first, I told her I was "falling in" love with her, she said she was "in love" with me.
had a great rest of the weekend (that was Friday) by Sunday she said she was scared, confused (mostly confused which I always associate with the other guy.. whether she means it that way or not) and nervous.
really it has been shit all week since then.
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had a great rest of the weekend (that was Friday) by Sunday she said she was scared, confused (mostly confused which I always associate with the other guy.. whether she means it that way or not) and nervous.
really it has been shit all week since then.
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ok, so, here's what i'm going to do:
1. lose some poundage: not much, say 5-10# or so, replacing the pudge with rock hard muscle
--eat better, lots of vegetables
--hit the gym a lot
2 .study for and take the fucking gre again
--start on grad school applications
3. stop using the credit card
i've already started on the last one since christmas so...
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1. lose some poundage: not much, say 5-10# or so, replacing the pudge with rock hard muscle
--eat better, lots of vegetables
--hit the gym a lot
2 .study for and take the fucking gre again
--start on grad school applications
3. stop using the credit card
i've already started on the last one since christmas so...
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fatdavid8:
RE: "study for and take the fucking gre again"
Ha, ha, ha! The GRE sucks ass! Why do they even have those damned subject tests? No one has ever asked me for my scores from the one I took.
Ha, ha, ha! The GRE sucks ass! Why do they even have those damned subject tests? No one has ever asked me for my scores from the one I took.
bridgetwnpeddler:
I hope worth it, because I think I love her and she told me she loves me....
she just really backed off after that though. Think she got nervous and scared. As did I.
she just really backed off after that though. Think she got nervous and scared. As did I.
what do i need? possibly some drugs, maybe therapy. i'm not too keen on either one of those things. what's my alternative? a self-help book? what is that smell in my apartment?
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catdad:
I would start with self-help books. Then if desired, therapy. Last resort would be the drugs. And if love-life is the source of your problems, take a break for a while. If it's lame friends, take a break from them. If others are letting you down, find happiness without them. Focus on what makes you happy by yourself.
alpo:
But I've got to do something with all these guns. Let's go target shooting! You can bring pictures of you-know-who to riddle with bullets! That'll be therapeutic. 
i'm just so angry!!! at myself, at him!!! how much of this is true and how much of it is hormone-induced? i can't tell. all i know is i'm pissed and he's not making it any better.
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thunderbunny:
Hey-- I just noticed your fave shows. Dangermouse? How freaking cool is that!?! Oh, how I miss that show. That, and Globetrekker is rather marvy, too.
You may just be the coolest woman alive.
And if someone is not treating you accordingly, then a pox on his house.
You may just be the coolest woman alive.
And if someone is not treating you accordingly, then a pox on his house.
marloski:
hope your feeling better!
i slept horribly last night but am feeling moderately better right now. i still have a dr.'s appointment tomorrow, but i probably won't be calling in sick to work anytime this week.
i had my performance review at work today and it was all good AND i got a nice little raise. i was actually kind of suprised she had nothing negative to say, there...
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i had my performance review at work today and it was all good AND i got a nice little raise. i was actually kind of suprised she had nothing negative to say, there...
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loslope:
Is that shocking? EX: you won't be calling in sick...
Hope that you feel better, sleepy head. Have a great week.
Hope that you feel better, sleepy head. Have a great week.
bridgetwnpeddler:
congrats on the raise!! Woo Hoo!
yeah it was a bit yikes in my journal but it is settling down... PS.. H and I have been hanging out and it is suprisingly good. Really good.
yeah it was a bit yikes in my journal but it is settling down... PS.. H and I have been hanging out and it is suprisingly good. Really good.
so, i wasn't blue enough to post any underwear pictures. sorry it you were hoping for some. i'm not really all that depressed or anything, i just occassionally get very unhappy with the people in my life.
i might possible be getting sick.
i might possible be getting sick.
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catdad:
You aren't the only one. At times, I get disappointed with people I draw/allow into my life. But I don't let their shortcomings as people or friends get me down for long. That's their problem.
loslope:
I was not feeling the best yesterday as well. Today is better, no shakes, no perspiration, etc; If you are feeling better emotionally though, now is the perfect time to post those
Hope that your week gets better, and especially that your weekend is WAY better
Hope that your week gets better, and especially that your weekend is WAY better
Is good suggestion, no?