beatrice

i fi didn't have to work tomorrow, i totally would have spent the night with d. he did poorly on his mcat so we went out for many drinks. it was the first time we hung out since the making out occurred. i was bummed about being turned down by me, i guess former, fuck buddy, he was bummed about having a now bleak future in eye banking, but we had the best time. and of course, i haven't had sex in months. well, responsibility and all...i'll be sleeping alone tonight, and possibly every night for the rest of my life...sigh.