Friday Nov 19, 2004

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well im working things through with music. I've got some great software and a keyboard and writing music has worked wonders for me.

I may be breaking up with my girlfriend soon. its the most gut-wrentching, frightening thing i may ever have to do. I'm just not happy anymore...

i kinda feel like I'm in this position where no matter what decision i make, I'll...
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mattbavougian:
good luck with the girl friend thing
I had break up with mine 2 years ago because we didnt see ourselves in the same place down the road, ( i wanted kids and for her to be my wife) she did not.
i still miss her sometimes, but I did the right thing. Im sure you will too.

Oh and I stopped by because you were the only person who popped up when I typed in Armenia

I am also second generation.

Nice to meet ya

Friday Nov 12, 2004

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ive never been so scared, alone, and confused. I have no idea whats about to happen in my life, but i know that no matter what decision i make, I'll be making the wrong decision.

Monday Nov 08, 2004

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I'm stuck. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. frown

things arent what they were - things arent how i want them to be.

am i lying to myself?
surface:
sorry to hear how things are going. i'm sad any time i hear someone is going through this. i ended a 7 year relationship in december and it nearly destroyed me. i'm still recovering in many ways. i had the same feelings you are having, and i chose to act. i don't regret the decision, but i still don't know if i did the right thing. i may never know.

good luck.

Thursday Oct 28, 2004

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so I'm working on my new film, and i posted a teaser trailer at my website:

http://personalpages.tds.net/~chrisbedrosian/

tell me what you think. a lot of the images on that page are ancient, and im not too big a fan of them. but the trailer is up, and that's the important thing.

Wednesday Oct 06, 2004

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Making movies...

actually just one. short animated film. lots of fun - hard work.

i got Lumio into a festival in chicago. Im happy

Thursday Jul 22, 2004

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my film didnt get into the ottawa animation festival....

not like anyone around here cares
beatnik:
Anyway

Sunday Jul 18, 2004

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im taking some time off and trying to figure out what i want my next film to be about. writing a screenplay is not very easy, especially when you're starting from scratch. I've got a handful of ideas, but im not getting very far.

i want to do something about finding peace and happiness through spiritual discovery of the self. hahaha.... its quite difficult to...
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Friday Jul 16, 2004

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im back.... yippie.... i'd be seriously supprised if anyone cared! whatever

i just finished my latest short film and sent it to ottawa candada for the ottawa internation animation festival. KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!!!! I'm really hoping for this one...

its one of those things that's like an affirmation - its as if i know im doing what I'm supposed to be doing when if i...
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posh:
good luck with the animation festival!
beatnik:
thanks posh!!! 13 days and counting... i hope i hear from ottawa soon whatever

Friday Aug 29, 2003

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i feel sick
leightsy:
that sucks.. feel better k? kiss
alistairmather:
that was a cool book.

i myself feel like an irradited teenage horror from a bad sci fi film of the fifties has vomited its filth and little chunks of radioactive stomach lining into my head. the inside of my fevered little brain is a noxious stew of filthy plans and sped up memes trying desperately to pour out of my mouth and my fingertips in an attempt to gain life before the wormy little maggots from the dark parts of my mind hunt them down and digest them back into the deep places of dream where they belong.

you ever have days like that, or is it just me?
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