i think ive just discovered the most terrifying feeling in the world-
when you realize that there is no way to validate 4 years of personal struggle, emotional growth, heartache, tolerance, grief, despair, loss, abandonment, fear, excitement, and love.
when, in the course of a few small seconds, everything you've fought and suffered for is thrown away as if nothing mattered.
when you have NO choice but to realize you've done nothing but live in your hopes and dreams....
... and when you have to face the fact that the only thing left for you is to keep on living in those dreams.
I'm stuck in my head and I'm never coming out alive.
when you realize that there is no way to validate 4 years of personal struggle, emotional growth, heartache, tolerance, grief, despair, loss, abandonment, fear, excitement, and love.
when, in the course of a few small seconds, everything you've fought and suffered for is thrown away as if nothing mattered.
when you have NO choice but to realize you've done nothing but live in your hopes and dreams....
... and when you have to face the fact that the only thing left for you is to keep on living in those dreams.
I'm stuck in my head and I'm never coming out alive.
darksphere:
Yeah, it certainly is cold out here.