beatnik

I want to start off by thanking everyone for their kind words earlier. I'm grateful to have you around and have these shoulders to rest my head on. I've taken to heart all of the things you've said and i've started to take control of myself, and try and do what's best for me.

In that light, I've changed my profile pic. A change is welcome.

Psychologists say that red against black (usually in clothing or art) is a sign of inner struggle or emotional friction of the artist. I feel like I'm entering this time of change.... or something like that - a struggle that feels infinitely bigger than me. It's going to be an interesting few months.

Kitschy made a comment in her journal earlier that a lot of people seem depressed these days. I suffer from from seasonal affective disorder, where cloudy, rainy days make me depressed, while sunny, warm days make me happy. a lot of people here must go through this. I can smell spring in the air these days, and its brining me up. It literally feels like the appropriate time for change.

So I'm going to do that. I'm going to change. I'm going to stop drinking the sour milk.

Anyway, enough about me. How's everyone doing?

Be well,
Chris