beatnik

now I'm not one to normally quote song lyrics, but i have to quote these. there's by a little known band called Calamine..... you've heard them if you've ever watched an episode of Sealab 2021 - they sing the intro song. but that's besides the point.

these lyrics really sum things up for me these days:

She's gone away
And you think that you might die
But you're not strong but you'll survive
You sit around and contemplate
The things that you might say
If she calls,
She's never gonna call



....sigh....