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milwaukee, wi

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Thursday Oct 13, 2005

Oct 13, 2005
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my last hurrah

i have a strange lump in my throat.... wanna see it?



its an inflamed tonsil. i can feel it when i swallow. its disgusting.

well I think I'm going to clean up my life. all of the sudden i can't be lazy anymore. I mean... i can be LAZY..... but i just can't be 'lazy.' so indeed I'll be bidding SG farewell soon. I'm making steady money now and paying steady bills now.

bleh.

ok I can't even think of anything exciting to talk about. see? I'm just not cut out for this online bullshit anymore. there's like 3 sites i visit anymore. I don't need this attention. when i was younger, places like this ruled. now I'm straining to see the screen, and I'm not sure anyone's even listening (not that I really care anymore).... but this just isn't me anymore. maybe I'll find a place for it again in the future, but for now, its too much to think about.

go play with yourselves........ I'll see you around.
surreal
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
betandy:
You suck. I was/am listening. I get you with the ambivalent relationship re: online communities and the like, though.
Oct 21, 2005
darksphere:
Good luck. I enjoyed your posts. Take care.
Oct 22, 2005

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