im taking some time off and trying to figure out what i want my next film to be about. writing a screenplay is not very easy, especially when you're starting from scratch. I've got a handful of ideas, but im not getting very far.
i want to do something about finding peace and happiness through spiritual discovery of the self. hahaha.... its quite difficult to...
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i want to do something about finding peace and happiness through spiritual discovery of the self. hahaha.... its quite difficult to...
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im back.... yippie.... i'd be seriously supprised if anyone cared! 
i just finished my latest short film and sent it to ottawa candada for the ottawa internation animation festival. KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!!!! I'm really hoping for this one...
its one of those things that's like an affirmation - its as if i know im doing what I'm supposed to be doing when if i...
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i just finished my latest short film and sent it to ottawa candada for the ottawa internation animation festival. KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED!!!!! I'm really hoping for this one...
its one of those things that's like an affirmation - its as if i know im doing what I'm supposed to be doing when if i...
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posh:
good luck with the animation festival!
beatnik:
thanks posh!!! 13 days and counting... i hope i hear from ottawa soon
Whats the best kinda Skyy vodka?
i feel sick
leightsy:
that sucks.. feel better k? 
alistairmather:
that was a cool book.
i myself feel like an irradited teenage horror from a bad sci fi film of the fifties has vomited its filth and little chunks of radioactive stomach lining into my head. the inside of my fevered little brain is a noxious stew of filthy plans and sped up memes trying desperately to pour out of my mouth and my fingertips in an attempt to gain life before the wormy little maggots from the dark parts of my mind hunt them down and digest them back into the deep places of dream where they belong.
you ever have days like that, or is it just me?
i myself feel like an irradited teenage horror from a bad sci fi film of the fifties has vomited its filth and little chunks of radioactive stomach lining into my head. the inside of my fevered little brain is a noxious stew of filthy plans and sped up memes trying desperately to pour out of my mouth and my fingertips in an attempt to gain life before the wormy little maggots from the dark parts of my mind hunt them down and digest them back into the deep places of dream where they belong.
you ever have days like that, or is it just me?
"Fantoches" : Paul Verlaine
Scaramouche and Pulcinella
cast one shadow on the mellow night
and kiss against the sky
And the doctor of Bogona
in his skullcap and kimono
seeks for simples with pale avid eyes
While his daughter half-naked
glides trembling from her narrow bed
to meet her lover waiting in the moon
her lover from the spanish main
who's PASSION thrills her with...
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Scaramouche and Pulcinella
cast one shadow on the mellow night
and kiss against the sky
And the doctor of Bogona
in his skullcap and kimono
seeks for simples with pale avid eyes
While his daughter half-naked
glides trembling from her narrow bed
to meet her lover waiting in the moon
her lover from the spanish main
who's PASSION thrills her with...
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jivesucka52:
That's nice...Thanks for the kind words and advice. I appreciate it.
so I've finally added my picture.
There I am.... I decided I'd take the liberty of being able to use artistic license and make a normally boring webcam picture something a little more exciting.
YEP!
I'm back home again too from my trip to Los Angeles. Getting ready to go back to college. Got an apartment this time... its going to be a fucking chamber...
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There I am.... I decided I'd take the liberty of being able to use artistic license and make a normally boring webcam picture something a little more exciting.
YEP!
I'm back home again too from my trip to Los Angeles. Getting ready to go back to college. Got an apartment this time... its going to be a fucking chamber...
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"The garden's 15 rocks are of various sizes, placed in five separate groupings. The white gravel that surrounds them is raked every day; perfect circles around the rocks, perfectly straight lines in the rest of the space. The rocks are arranged so that no matter where a visitor stands, only 14 can be seen. It is said that only when you attain spiritual enlightenment as...
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beatnik:
wow guys... thanks for the comments. Its amazing; this community. I feel so at home, and the people are so giving.
Those are meditative words. I propose a toast to you all.
Those are meditative words. I propose a toast to you all.
alistairmather:
i wouldn't suggest being in awe of me... it can only possibly lead to disappointment. best to stick to being in awe of broad concepts. much safer.
enlightenment through chai? might want to look into that,yes?
enlightenment through chai? might want to look into that,yes?
i want to study zen
leightsy:
I can totally relate to what you wrote in your previous entry.. I find myself admiring all the people on this site all the time for their sense of fashion and personal style. I actually came across one of the girls pages on another site and she was complaining about NOT having any style what-so-ever.. it made me laugh.. I don't think we're EVER happy with how we present ourselves to the world. You should post some pics.. I'm sure you'd be surprised at the response you get.
be happy
be happy
beatnik:
:-) Thanks. I left you some words on your page... :-)
"you're never going to find any peace"
i guess theres probobly no one reading this. either way.... i guess its nice to pretend someone is.
you ever feel like you dont know what you'd really be happy with? Like you know exactly where you're going, and you know you're going to be totally happy for the rest of your life doing it, but somehow something...
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i guess theres probobly no one reading this. either way.... i guess its nice to pretend someone is.
you ever feel like you dont know what you'd really be happy with? Like you know exactly where you're going, and you know you're going to be totally happy for the rest of your life doing it, but somehow something...
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beatnik:
HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cha* *snap* *cha*
join me for a cup of chai
join me for a cup of chai
jnthn:
the whole point is to not know what you are doing for the rest of your life. what's the point. if you do art that's just going to be something you learn to embrace and fuels your creative instinct -- that unrest in your head. I mean, I love Bob Ross-style paintings as much as the next bloke, but I prefer things, dare I say?, edgy... make decisions, fuck up a lot and have fun with your life.
style is something that finds you, you don't find it. imagine dressing up in a certain style and feeling totally uncomfortable. you rock a style that feels right and that's that. who cares if anyone likes it. if you wore clothes people thought were cool but made you all awkward an shit they would not look so cool.
take it easy.
style is something that finds you, you don't find it. imagine dressing up in a certain style and feeling totally uncomfortable. you rock a style that feels right and that's that. who cares if anyone likes it. if you wore clothes people thought were cool but made you all awkward an shit they would not look so cool.
take it easy.
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