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i'm headed back to milwaukee for the new year tomorrow. looks like its going to be a quiet holiday break.

im pretty stoked cuz I'll be getting my Digital Rebel, but other than that - same as usual.

then its back to school for the last semester of my college career. fucking NUTS. biggrin
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beatnik:
hey crim - I'll be in milwaukee until the middle of january. Chicago is wicked biggrin
robin:
check the email. <3
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its almost 4 am...... I am SOOOOO tired of staying up until 6 every morning to get my shit done :p

almost done.................


--thanks to everyone who has been talkin back in here.... I really appreciate it. its cool to know people are reading this smile
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counting down the days until the end of this school nonsense. 2 more to go.

if anyone at all reads this, please just say somthing.
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vudugrl:
i graduate on thurs!
crim:
I just want to go back to school mad
But good luck on your last 2 days!
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last week of school! one more week of agonizing finals before i get the hell out of here and let half-life 2 consumer my waking (and possible sleeping) life.

wish me luck. I'm not looking forward to this week..... whatever
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nobody cares about a single fucking thing i write in here. what the hell do i have to do to get somebody in this world to give even the smallest shit about my life. I'm sick of this shit. I give so much to people.... somebody just say they fucking care.

thats all i want.
beatnik:
im getting a nice new camera soon - the canon digital rebel.

hopefully I'll get some killer pics in my pics section soon biggrin
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well I'm putting just about everything important in my life on the backburner while i finish the semester. the last 3 weeks of classes in college are the worst time to have a personal or sex life. it freakin sucks.

i keep writing music. I've been writing more music than I have been doing work pertaining to anything remotely important. it feels good. i wish...
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well im working things through with music. I've got some great software and a keyboard and writing music has worked wonders for me.

I may be breaking up with my girlfriend soon. its the most gut-wrentching, frightening thing i may ever have to do. I'm just not happy anymore...

i kinda feel like I'm in this position where no matter what decision i make, I'll...
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mattbavougian:
good luck with the girl friend thing
I had break up with mine 2 years ago because we didnt see ourselves in the same place down the road, ( i wanted kids and for her to be my wife) she did not.
i still miss her sometimes, but I did the right thing. Im sure you will too.

Oh and I stopped by because you were the only person who popped up when I typed in Armenia

I am also second generation.

Nice to meet ya
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ive never been so scared, alone, and confused. I have no idea whats about to happen in my life, but i know that no matter what decision i make, I'll be making the wrong decision.
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I'm stuck. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. frown

things arent what they were - things arent how i want them to be.

am i lying to myself?
surface:
sorry to hear how things are going. i'm sad any time i hear someone is going through this. i ended a 7 year relationship in december and it nearly destroyed me. i'm still recovering in many ways. i had the same feelings you are having, and i chose to act. i don't regret the decision, but i still don't know if i did the right thing. i may never know.

good luck.
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so I'm working on my new film, and i posted a teaser trailer at my website:

http://personalpages.tds.net/~chrisbedrosian/

tell me what you think. a lot of the images on that page are ancient, and im not too big a fan of them. but the trailer is up, and that's the important thing.
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Making movies...

actually just one. short animated film. lots of fun - hard work.

i got Lumio into a festival in chicago. Im happy
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my film didnt get into the ottawa animation festival....

not like anyone around here cares
beatnik:
Anyway