beastie_boy

Almost made it a month without writing an entry in this thing.

Saw "Hulk" last night, and admittedly I'm prejudiced because I work for Marvel and all, but it fucking rocked.

Then I came home and got dumped.

Well, not dumped per se. My girl told me that she needs some time to evaluate how she feels because, while she does love me, she thinks that perhaps the level of love she feels for me is not the same as the level of love I feel for her.

Me, I feel like king fucking asshole for not realizing that something had been bothering her, and basically being an ignorant fuck head leaving her to decide what to do about all this all on her own.

I can certainly understand where she's coming from though. The last guy she was in love with died not too long ago, so I'm sure falling in love again can be a bit of a scary thing.

So I'm giving her the space she wanted. Of course what the hell else am I gonna do? She says she wants space what am I gonna say? No?

Now of course being me I'm worried that she'll decide that she doesn't want to be with me and that she needs more time and that I'll loose easily the most amazing girl I've ever met who I am, I am not ashamed to say completely and utterly in love with.

This really has been a whacky few days.

Yesterday started off great. Work was a breeze cuz the big boss is out of town so me and my coworkers went out to Sasabune, the best sushi place in LA for lunch. Then, I FINAAAAAAALLY got my McFarlane "Matrix" toys that I ordered from Amazon.com. Got to leave work an hour early to go see "Hulk." Got there and received class-A treatment from the folks at the check in table. I got this cool badge to wear with this badass Hulk hologram thing on it. And I got to keep it! Then I get home and all the afformentioned stuff went down with Mackenzie.

Then today? Hung out with Gene Simmons.

Yes, that Gene Simmons. I admit that I'm not the biggest KISS fan in the world (although the Bosstones cover of "Detroit Rock City" does beat some major ass), but he was a great guy. He can talk comic books with the best of 'em.

And tomorrow? I'll be on MTV as part of the "Hulk" movie special.

Oh plus I went to Amoeba and blew some store credit that I had in an effort to make myself feel better and got the new Dropkicks album which fucking ROCKS.

So yeah you'd think all in all that I'd be sound as a pound, but fuck man I miss my girl.

I gotta go get my shit out of the washing machine and into the dryer.