bearofbears

I feel icky tonight and I am never eating at Silver Mine Subs again! Oh......
So my husband and his friends attempt to make our relationship better failed badly. Both thought it would be a good idea to go out to dinner and do shots of tequila, then drive home in my work car....
My husband's friend made the mistake of telling me and I flipped at my husband who said "I only had two shots" and I said "You are only 160lbs and you only have to blow a .08 on Colorado for a DUI, ass." Then he went on about how nothing happened, which I was thankful for but I am not willing to take chances with the vehicle that I use to make money... He has got to learn to understand the possible consequences of his actions... Needless to say having his friend here did not make things better. Especially because his friend told him how "mean" I was and what an awful person I am blah blah blah!!!
So now my husband and I are back to sleeping at seperate houses when we can and seperate bedrooms at home.
As many times as I try to explain it, he doesn't understand that I am so mad at my mother for dying and all the time we put in to trying to make it so she didn't I just can't get over it. Sorry if I can't be oh so happy and lovely.
Oh and to top it all off he wants me to loose 20lbs if we are going to stay together.
I am almost done...
To make me even happier I have "lost" two of my text books... great!

I am done thank you for letting me rant...I love you all!