beardysi

I know what it is... I'm afraid to finish.. I'm afraid of the future...if I can't get a decent job, then I'll be stuck doing the same minimum wage shite I was doing before Uni... then what's that? 3 years wasted?

I think a LOT of the problem is that I'll be going from a big fish in a wee pond to a teeny fish in a massive pond... tbh, that doesn't sit well with me... the prospect of ptential failure terrifies me - to fail will have meant hte last few year were wasted...

at the end of the day... I'm scared...