Thursday Nov 06, 2003

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Bah. I feel empty. I think I've been fighting feeling unhappy, and that's been causing me a lot of stress. I don't have time to be miserable. I have too much shit to do. I have to work, I have school, and I enjoy having a social life. But right now, all I want to do is lay on my floor, stare at the ceiling, and listen to music.

I don't feel like this: frown
as much as I feel like this: robot

I don't care about anything right at the moment. Hopefully it's just the mood I'm in, and it'll pass.

Oh, and one of the things that this indifference toward everything has led to is my not checking my SG email, or commenting much in journals or on the boards...sorry about that.

update - 4pm: I feel a bit better now...ahh, the ebb and flow of bodily chemicals. Apparently they're more or less balanced at the moment. Maybe if I keep my head tilted to the side like this they'll stay that way.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
-bean.
hippomonki:
you just need to include a girl ( or boy ) to lie on the floor with while you listen to the music...
i hope your love of life returns soon and that the stress will just eventually melt away...
E love
shal:
Something to occupy your hands and your time, maybe even your mind...

sing

The tab's a bit crooked in this font, but I think you'll get the idea:

Eminor
----|----|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----
----|-o--|----|----|----
----|-o--|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----

Aminor
----|----|----|----|----
-o--|----|----|----|----
----|-o--|----|----|----
----|-o--|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----

G
----|----|-o--|----|----
----|----|-o--|----|----
----|----|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----
----|-o--|----|----|----
----|----|-o--|----|----

D
----|-o--|----|----|----
----|----|-o--|----|----
----|-o--|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----
----|----|----|----|----

wink

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