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Wednesday Oct 01, 2003

Oct 1, 2003
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Yesterday was a rollercoaster...emotionally, creatively, physically, mentally...

I got home yesterday, stressed, broke, cold, tired, hungry, sick, and alone, and it all kinda hit me at once and I felt totally hopeless and miserable. So instead of having a grilled cheese sandwich and tomato soup for dinner, I had ben & jerry's cherry garcia ice cream, took a dayquil, and turned on the tv for the first time since I've lived in this place. All that helped relieve a bit of the stress and sickness I was feeling, and I was able to crack out a good editorial spread design for my portfolio prep class pretty quickly. That felt good, and it felt great to have my creative juices going full speed again. I planned out the month, what I need to do each day to get all my shit together by the 20th, when my portfolio is due, and there's a hell of a lot of it, but I think it's manageable. I just can't be going out with SGLA all the time. frown So getting all that figured out and making some progress on my portfolio made me feel a lot better, and the ice cream and dayquil helped a lot too...and rather than just missing the girl, I thought about all the fun the future holds, and that made me happy.
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Tonight, though, I've set aside some time to go to the Burgundy Room with a bunch of other people from LA for the KittyLA's Birthday / SGLA applicant meet-up event. Should be a lotta fun. Oh, and hey, everyone go say happy birthday to KittyLA.
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Speaking of Kitties, the last pic in my pics is Trilo, Me, and Shalome at Miss Kitty's. That pic ended up on their website.
miao!!

Rawr. It's October. biggrin
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VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
janet:
Thanks for the ride home the other night! You are a sweetheart. Potato wedges rule, Bright Eyes suck!
Oct 2, 2003
mistkiki:
well i guess we missed out the other night, sorry , ended up getting that i want to be a homebody feeling.
i need to sit and plan out what i need to do also, thats a good idea i think ill do that. man i know how it gets trust me ... Cherry Garcia icecream cures it all. (hmmm thats my favorite) kiss
Oct 3, 2003

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