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Tuesday Sep 02, 2003

Sep 2, 2003
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I am seriously fucked, financially...for a little while.

No going out for awhile.
No alcohol for awhile.
No fun for awhile.
No internet anytime soon.

I'll be living off macaroni & cheese, fruits, and various ramen-based substances, and drinking nothing but water and tea for a little while. The worst part is that I can't even do cheap things, because I really have to put in some extra time at work and work my ass off on my portfolio, which I've still been neglecting.

...and by "a little while," I mean until the 19th. Then I get to spend a little money and have some fun for a little while, and then it's back into the abyss until probably the end of the month or thereabouts.

frown frown frown frown frown frown

The only bright spots to my day are Stormy's set finally going up, and the number 17.

That gives me this: biggrin
...but only until I try to think about how I'm going to pay for school, and find time to work on my portfolio, and make up for failing to budget properly and for overspending absurdly throughout August. Really the part that has me freaking out and losing sleep is that I can't just take the semester off from school, because I'm out of semesters of academic leave, which means I have to stay enrolled or I'll have to re-apply, and I'm not entirely certain I'll get in again.

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rawr_ima_monster:
yeah. OPP is al ittle bit sticky for everyone right now. if it had gone down, recent car troubles and such for Trilo and I could really have caused a major problem. plus it turned out that most of the people tha were also down with OPP became not so down, so had we followed through with them, I'm willign o bet it would have ended badly.
-I'm feeling your job pain, but minus the slight felign of accomplishment. I am a professional wheel-spinner now.
Dave
Sep 3, 2003
derby138:
OH MAN! last night was Cray-zee! Did you get home ok? hit me up later. peace!
Sep 4, 2003

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