Damn! Why does the real world have to come back and smack you in the face with a splintery 2x4 after a weekend of insane fun, reckless abandon, and wild debauchery? Huh?
Ok, that's a bit misleading, I'm not really mad, just a little confused. What follows is a rant, stuff that's been hovering behind me for awhile now. I'm still high off Defcon and whatnot, but with this crap, I'm having all sorts of wild mood swings. It's fun. Yeah. That's it.
I'm at a point in my life where I'm not really doing too terribly much planning into the future, and I might end up running the business I work at now. Oh yeah, that's just right spectacular, except for the fact that I hate the business aspect of my job, and I don't want my work to be my life.
I kind of agreed to take over the company at some point about a year ago when I was married and stable. Now I'm trying to find some way to back out of it, only because I'm probably less stable right now than I've ever been and because it would tie me inextricably to two people who have zero business sense. Honestly, it's slightly miraculous they're not bankrupt or in jail or something.
I decided several months ago that this is not the life I wanted, and started working toward breaking away from it, but like the tentacled quicksand monster, it's trying to pull me back in.
Ok, that's a bit misleading, I'm not really mad, just a little confused. What follows is a rant, stuff that's been hovering behind me for awhile now. I'm still high off Defcon and whatnot, but with this crap, I'm having all sorts of wild mood swings. It's fun. Yeah. That's it.
I'm at a point in my life where I'm not really doing too terribly much planning into the future, and I might end up running the business I work at now. Oh yeah, that's just right spectacular, except for the fact that I hate the business aspect of my job, and I don't want my work to be my life.
I kind of agreed to take over the company at some point about a year ago when I was married and stable. Now I'm trying to find some way to back out of it, only because I'm probably less stable right now than I've ever been and because it would tie me inextricably to two people who have zero business sense. Honestly, it's slightly miraculous they're not bankrupt or in jail or something.
I decided several months ago that this is not the life I wanted, and started working toward breaking away from it, but like the tentacled quicksand monster, it's trying to pull me back in.
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derby138:
Yo. Just wanted to make sure you're still coming tomorrow to my house. I think koleeta is setting it up with everyone. Get in touch with her to get directions and times. I have no clue as to what she is planning. I only know that everyone is coming over tomorrow for drinks
Its going to be fun!
Oh, btw, I don't serve beer
Sorry. I don't like it, so I don't have it at my bar. There will be lots of hard stuff, but no beer. If you wish, you could bring your own. I don't mind
One last thing, what cocktails do you drink? Just so I can be prepared
Hope to see you there. -Derby
saruman:
Sponsor me for a Visa and I'll split the shit work with you ;-). I wouldn't mind spending some time in California, especially during the winter.