beaky

So, I'll be flying home to Guatemala for at least 2 months on Monday, why, you may ask, because I need to get my shit together, it seems I've come to a complete meltdown on what I'm supposed to be or accomplish at this stage in life, and I need, psychiatric, medical, financial oh hell even spiritual help and heeling.

Guatemala may be a bit backwards, but I can still find cheap medical and mental healthcare. And my Parents and rest of my family are there. I won't be in a negative place which I was staying with my inlaws in FL. It crushed my spirit and I can't seem to find my balls anywhere.

I am, however leaving my beloved kids and my wife to fend for themselves in sticky Miami... So not cool. I didn't want to but I see no other way at this point.

Back home I can only expect to find a bed and maybe a TV, so access to the internet will not be easy. I'll come in here once in a while but just to say hi.

I know I haven't been a very good friend lately, but know that I love you all, and you helped me through some really tough times in the last few months.

Feel free to email me at: thebeaky@gmail.com