beaar

Just got back from 2 weeks in good ole Wisconsin. With no internet. It was hell I tell ya. It was definetly an interesting time. Went to a gay club with my ex-girlfriend, her gay brother and his boyfriend, a really good lady friend(nonsexual), and some girls they knew. Was a good time, got hit on a few times, so I guess I am almost handsome enough to be gay. I thought it was like the blood hound gang said "chicks dig guys that are queer, guys that don't dig chicks that don't dig me, see I'm not queer I am to ugly." I got felt up at the bar a few times to, so now I have a more respect for the women i see at the bars. all the cheesy pickup lines and cheap feels when dancing are annoying. Eww I sound like one of those sensitive guys. i also got to see all the people I went to high school with. All are graduated or almost graduated from college and I haven't even started yet. All have long term relationships, a few are even engaged. And I haven't had an offical girlfriend in like 3 or 4 years. It was very humbling seeing how far ahead everyone got. But none of them really have the stories or travel to match my last 4 or 5 years. And I forgot most of that.

As for the family they are alive and kicking i guess. My brother who used to be a complete asshole has changed and now i dont mind hanging out with him. my sister is still pregnant and with her piece of shit boyfriend. who is terrified of me cause i told him if he ever treated her wrong in front of me or hurt her i would break at least 2 bones. my dad is loving the puppy we got him after our last dog a 14 keeshound died late last year. the new dog is a personality twin of the last dog, just a little smarter.

Got a huge shock when my ex-girlfriend invited me to her house for a birthday kegger. Which no one but me stayed for, so it was only me and her sharing 1/4 barrel. we got drunk and had a long deep and meaningful conversation about her convict boyfriend and how he treats her like shit but she stays with him cause she gave him herpes and she is afraid of being alone after they break up. then i tell her how wonerful and smart and funny and beautiful and sexy and caring she is and that she will meet someone who will love her and accept her flaw and want to marry her anyways. and she asks me if i could ever love her like that. and i say i have no idea rightnow, we have both changed in the last 4 years, lets get a good friendship going first then build from there. That answer sounds good to me but i dont think she liked it. or maybe she did.

but this is getting really long and i am getting really hungry so i am going to end it now. Pece out home slices.