beaar

So my soberness ended yesterday. i couldn't even go 2 weeks, what a pussy I am. Anyways, I pissed a bunch of my friends off (even the close ones) by saying I wasn't going to try and make friendships work. I give more than I get and I am sick of it. I am a fucking awesome person and I make everyone smile, no one hates me (unless I want them to). And if you wanna be my friend, then god damn it you better call me. Then they always ask "Am I on this list?" And I tell them the truth and they get pissed and all of a sudden have to go. Oh well..... I tried to improve my skate park skills today and have the road rash to prove it. it is harder dropping in to a half pipe than I thought it would be. Anyone wanna give me lessons? But WeeDave and I bought some 40's (Mickey's for me, Ol' E for WeeDave). And skated and talked. He wants me to move in to his basement. I am not sure if I have mentioned this before, but it would be awesome, WeeDave is like my little brother and as soon as the married couple moves out it will be an aoll bachleor house. Party all the time, party all the time. And it will lower my rent which I like. But I don't want to leave my friend and current roommate Scott high and dry. He is having money problems as it is, and if I move out it will screw him over badly (another example of me giving more than I recieve, just like oral fun, different subject though different rant). But I hate living there, I am home like twice a week maybe, cause it is so far out of the way. And all he does is play online video games. If he leaves the house it is to the store for food or to themovie theatre. I need people who do things, people who are exciting, people who are conservative ass texans who think that everything that George Bush does is right. Aand guess what Texans most of your state sucks donkey dick. If it wasn't for your willingness to catch bullets for uncle sam, i would lobby to let you be your own country and see how well you do. grr i need to finsih my last 40 and then hit up Red Robin, I love that burger with an egg on it.