beaar

Halloween was okay, but not as fun as I would have hoped. went to an O.A.R. concert, it was definetly not their best show ever. opening band was called As Fast As, they were okay, just didn't really wow me though. I was one of 15 people in costume. of course the bands pointed me (a banana) and a beer bottle out everytime, so that was cool. I think i was almost the oldest person there. it was on the U. Washington campass, so it is to expected. man i wish they had a bar there though, would let me keep my buzz. after the concert we went to a kegger, i left early i wasn't feeling good, and my buddy had to work early. cause he is still inthe navy, but also becuase when i looked around it was all the same people from the last 5 years doing the same thing, and it was kinda depressing. they couldn't even get new costume ideas. I think that is why i don't visit home all that often. it is the same way there. all the same people dating the same people argueing about the same issues. never traveling never making a difference never experiencing life. man it makes my feel so sad for them. hmm well i am gonna go call friends back home to see if anything has changed.

grr so my brother just called me. his company IGT (they fix and sell slot machines) is looking for a person. and he off handed mentioned me not really thinking of it. and his boss's boss calls him twice a day trying to get my number or to see if mike has talked to me. they way it sounds is i am almost have the job already. it pays good, has good benefits, and i get to hang out with my brother again. but it is in a small town about 4 hours north of las vegas, and my dream is to be a firefighter. so is it worth it to put a hold on a dream for a good job or is it better to take the risk of getting a hard to get job? i am so confused. i know what i should do and what i want to do. and they are both complete opposites. grr what are your thoughts? i need advice and no one is answering their phones