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I am in an abusive relationship. And I don't even get any ass out of it, because we're not sleeping with each other and I'm pretty sure we never will. But homie has been known to flip out and lay on the verbal abuse. I've told him it's ok to curse me out if it's funny. Not okay to curse me out for serious. Last night I playfully bit his bottom at a party and he turned around, yelled at me, cursed like a sailor, and then hit me in the arm, twice. people have their limits. But imagoldfish tells me it's never okay to hit people, never. He always appologizes and tells me he loves me afterwards.

fucked up, no?

[crucial edit!]
Ok, updated chronology: I bite him on the ass, he turns around and slaps me on the hand, in retaliation I SMACKED HIS NUTS, and THEN he socked me in the arm. How's that for selective forgetting? I don't know. Maybe it is ok to hit somebody in anger if you've just gotten your nutsack whacked. Man, oh, man, do I sure suck sometimes.