I used to update every single day, then I kinda slipped a bit back into my depression and my posting frequency reflects that. Also I guess there just hasn't been many interesting things going on lately. Oh well.
Unforunately sleeping patterns are full-on backwards again. It's 7:30 in the morning right now, and I'm still awake from when I woke up mid-afternoon yesterday. Wonderful. It...
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Unforunately sleeping patterns are full-on backwards again. It's 7:30 in the morning right now, and I'm still awake from when I woke up mid-afternoon yesterday. Wonderful. It...
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jayde__:
I hope things start looking up for you soon. It seems like a lot of people are going through down periods right now. *hug* And I hope you had a good time with your family today, too.
josephene:
I hope things start getting better for you real soon. You take care of you, okay? 
I spent my second day in a row at the pool hall. Big surprise huh? My game has been going back and forth lately - on fire one minute and terrible the next. Sounds like my mood too now that I think about it. I do fine until I get free time to think, then I get sad. Answer: Keep busy and drink whenever possible....
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josephene:
ROFL!!!! That is HILARIOUS! Well, at least it's good to know he wasn't rejected...Sounds like it was a hell of a time.
And, thank you so much for your wonderful words on my journal, you are very very sweet and totally made my day. Thank you!
And, thank you so much for your wonderful words on my journal, you are very very sweet and totally made my day. Thank you!
josephene:
Have yourself a great weekend!
Well I am updating just for the sake of updating. There's really nothing TO update, but I hate staring at the same journal entry every time I log onto SG.
I haven't talked to Robin since she booked the flight Wednesday afternoon. She tried to call me that night while I was at a movie, and when I tried to call her back afterward I...
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I haven't talked to Robin since she booked the flight Wednesday afternoon. She tried to call me that night while I was at a movie, and when I tried to call her back afterward I...
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lucky7:
Maybe you should tell her you worry about her when you don't hear from her for days. I'm sure she'd respect that.
Also, does she even know you feel this way? I had a best friend growing up & I moved out of state & got married & he had a girlfriend while I was married...I then got divorced & he hinted that he wanted me to come back. It was always a bit strange. I've always loved him. We never had that talk & I decided to stop keeping in touch with him after his girlfriend found my # & called me to ask me what had gone on between us! I was wierded out by that.
Good luck, I'm sure you'll have a great time when she visits!
Also, does she even know you feel this way? I had a best friend growing up & I moved out of state & got married & he had a girlfriend while I was married...I then got divorced & he hinted that he wanted me to come back. It was always a bit strange. I've always loved him. We never had that talk & I decided to stop keeping in touch with him after his girlfriend found my # & called me to ask me what had gone on between us! I was wierded out by that.
Good luck, I'm sure you'll have a great time when she visits!
jayde__:
I have to echo Lucky7's sentiment: Let her know how worried you've been. Don't assume she knows, because most of the time, the other person doesn't. And I know that I, personally, care when a friend (especially ones who aren't just internet friends) actually lets me know they've been worrying about me. Anyway, just my two cents.
I hope everything works out for you.
I hope everything works out for you.
Love is Pain.
Life is Love.
So...
Life is Pain.
A=B
B=C
So...
A=C
And I thought Algebra I would never apply.
Her flight was booked today. I don't know what it's going to be like having her here when I feel like I do. Knowing what I know. Man this is a situation that I wish could be fixed. Only time will tell though....
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Life is Love.
So...
Life is Pain.
A=B
B=C
So...
A=C
And I thought Algebra I would never apply.
Her flight was booked today. I don't know what it's going to be like having her here when I feel like I do. Knowing what I know. Man this is a situation that I wish could be fixed. Only time will tell though....
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cybele:
Algebra is pain. 
Good luck, hon. We have ALL been in your shoes, at one time or another.
[Edited on Jul 01, 2004 8:51AM]
Good luck, hon. We have ALL been in your shoes, at one time or another.
[Edited on Jul 01, 2004 8:51AM]
josephene:
Life is a journey, not a destination. It's easy to lose sight of that. Keep looking forward...and good luck! Let us know how it goes...
I don't think I ever want to get happy again. Every time you ever feel high in life you come crashing back down. It isn't fair the shit people have to go through. Stuff never works out the way it should.
I hadn't talked to Robin in a few days, so naturally when she called today I wondered what she had been up to. Paul...
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I hadn't talked to Robin in a few days, so naturally when she called today I wondered what she had been up to. Paul...
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cybele:
Oh, sweety! That is tough, tough, tough! Love IS pain. No two ways about it, I'm afraid. Guess you could just be honest with her, tell her how you feel. Question is, would you two guys be able to remain friends?? Man, a REALLY difficult situation...
Hang in there, my friend.
Hang in there, my friend.
coffeecat:
Hey we'll be in Oklahoma soon Keep up with the website. I have cancelled my subscription to SG because of the limited amount of time I have. see you soon! 
Once again I am fucking tired. This is it for a while. I'm going to retreat back into my room and spend the next week eating chips and messing around on SG.
I just got back from the Horrorpops show and it was a blast. I went just to meet Kim but I actually got into their music. Go figure. The Briefs played also, and...
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I just got back from the Horrorpops show and it was a blast. I went just to meet Kim but I actually got into their music. Go figure. The Briefs played also, and...
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jessielynn:
I don't really know how I feel about the Horrorpops. I haven't really given them a listen. However, I am a BIG Nekromantix fan {well, of their older stuff, at least}. So, I can imagine that you were excited to meet Kim! I wanna see pictures!!!
I gotta get back to my laundry now. I feel like a housewife, yet I have no husband to care for. Weird.
I gotta get back to my laundry now. I feel like a housewife, yet I have no husband to care for. Weird.
So tired. So so tired.
Slept in as always, got up and screwed around most of the afternoon. I did more reading - right now my book is "If Chins Could Kill". It's Bruce Cambells autobiography. I'm a fan.
I went to shoot pool with my buddies at about 7 and went to the Green Door for a show at 9. Hudson Falcons. It was...
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Slept in as always, got up and screwed around most of the afternoon. I did more reading - right now my book is "If Chins Could Kill". It's Bruce Cambells autobiography. I'm a fan.
I went to shoot pool with my buddies at about 7 and went to the Green Door for a show at 9. Hudson Falcons. It was...
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josephene:
Glad you had some fun! You deserve it!
I'm so tired!
Today has been non-stop until right now. I slept in until about noon, showered, then hit the pool hall with my friend Nathan. We shot pool until about 3:30 then we went to Teds Cafe Escondido and I had some really good tamales. After the eats we drove by my ex girlfriend house yelling such things as bitch, cheater, etc. Then it...
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Today has been non-stop until right now. I slept in until about noon, showered, then hit the pool hall with my friend Nathan. We shot pool until about 3:30 then we went to Teds Cafe Escondido and I had some really good tamales. After the eats we drove by my ex girlfriend house yelling such things as bitch, cheater, etc. Then it...
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cybele:
"Kill Your Baby Today" is one of my ALL-TIME FAVORITES. Love that little Mr. Danzig!
Uh, oh...I'm gonna be humming THAT one for DAYS!
Have a great weekend, kiddo!
Uh, oh...I'm gonna be humming THAT one for DAYS!
Have a great weekend, kiddo!
cureelise:
hey cutie what's skankin
Wow my journal entires are about sleep far too often. It's kind of sad that the only thing I have to talk about is my own damn sleeping patterns. I'll be brief.
Slept in, wierd dreams, etc.
Now on to the stuff that I wish was more exciting. I've been talking to friends today and such, nothing new. I may head down to Midwest City...
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Slept in, wierd dreams, etc.
Now on to the stuff that I wish was more exciting. I've been talking to friends today and such, nothing new. I may head down to Midwest City...
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jessielynn:
I agree with betenoire34. The Hustler is excellent and you should see it a.s.a.p!
Your entries about sleep are good, by the way. I can live vicariously through you, therefore tricking my brain into thinking I'm getting more sleep than I really am.
Is this making any sense?
No. Of course not. Because I'm delirious from sleep depravation.
Your entries about sleep are good, by the way. I can live vicariously through you, therefore tricking my brain into thinking I'm getting more sleep than I really am.
Is this making any sense?
No. Of course not. Because I'm delirious from sleep depravation.
jessielynn:
And you can come over for a burger anytime.
We'll have a good ol' fashioned BBQ!
We'll have a good ol' fashioned BBQ!
Well I slept in today! That seems to be a trend. More wierd dreams but unfortunately I don't remember a bit of them tonight. It's been a pretty good day overall. Happy Fathers Day! Well... it was Fathers Day 3 1/2 hours ago. I'm close enouch. It turned out to be pretty cool. Unfortunately I missed a lunch with my family from Tulsa, but they'll...
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jessielynn:
You pool junkie!
I wanna play so bad right now, but I have absolutely no time. It sucks.
Well, off to the showers. Gotta go to work in a bit.
I wanna play so bad right now, but I have absolutely no time. It sucks.
Well, off to the showers. Gotta go to work in a bit.