bcoskin

I guess I freaked a little too soon on the SG payment thing. I'm still here so I guess here I shall stay, for the moment anyway. I sent out a few mails and you all have my info if you want to contact me once I'm gone. I'll most likely be back with my first paycheck once I get a job. I'm going to go to a temp agency soon and get work until January. The job at Fed-Ex is basically secured, but they won't hire until after the holiday season. It's just too busy to bother with applications right now.

I've been pretty depressed lately. It seems like the whole world has. I figure it's the weather... the holidays. Everyone is broke and feeling down. Robin especially. I've never seen her so stressed out with work and school and life in general. She's always been the person I looked to for strength. When she can barely hold herself together it really throws me out of whack. I'm going to send her 100 dollars for Christmas so she has enough money to go see the doctor. Everyone should have their health. I just wish I could help her more... and all my other friends. I just don't have the money and motivation to be much help to anyone. I keep hoping I'll wake up and things will be better... but so far it's a no-go.

I'm going to try to get to bed a little early so I can wake up before noon and go play pool with Nathan. That's the only constant in my life. Pool on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I just wish I had gambling money. Oh well I can't complain too much. I still have a roof over my head and food in my stomach. I'll post again in a day or two. Hope everyone is doing well.