Today I spent more time out of the house than on a normal day... so why does it feel like I accomplished even less?
I woke just before noon, then got dressed and went out to Cue Palace to shoot some stick with Nathan until about 5. Once I got home it was just hanging around online and listening to music until well, now. I talked to robin at about 11, wrote some e-mails, played some games. I'm running out of things to do. It's so hard to have fun without money.
I know I need to get a job. Hell I even want to get a job. There are just no opening for jobs I can stomach. I don't want to work with food again. I refuse to put myself through the hell of a resturaunt job - but every other option seems to be falling apart.
Andrew is trying to get me a construction job with him for good pay and long hours. Just what I need and want, but he has to come through.. and he hasn't in a couple weeks now. Nathan is doing his best to get my name to Fed Ex too, as a handler - but their hiring process is pretty difficult. Even if I am next in line it may be October before I can even apply. What am I going to do?
On a happier note my Birthday is creeping up on me. That's always a good thing I suppose. I love the attention.. and I have my eye on a real nice pool cue. We'll see what happens on September the 12th wont we?
<In Alan's CD Player>
Those Unknown
Velvet Underground
Desmond Dekker
I woke just before noon, then got dressed and went out to Cue Palace to shoot some stick with Nathan until about 5. Once I got home it was just hanging around online and listening to music until well, now. I talked to robin at about 11, wrote some e-mails, played some games. I'm running out of things to do. It's so hard to have fun without money.
I know I need to get a job. Hell I even want to get a job. There are just no opening for jobs I can stomach. I don't want to work with food again. I refuse to put myself through the hell of a resturaunt job - but every other option seems to be falling apart.
Andrew is trying to get me a construction job with him for good pay and long hours. Just what I need and want, but he has to come through.. and he hasn't in a couple weeks now. Nathan is doing his best to get my name to Fed Ex too, as a handler - but their hiring process is pretty difficult. Even if I am next in line it may be October before I can even apply. What am I going to do?
On a happier note my Birthday is creeping up on me. That's always a good thing I suppose. I love the attention.. and I have my eye on a real nice pool cue. We'll see what happens on September the 12th wont we?
<In Alan's CD Player>
Those Unknown
Velvet Underground
Desmond Dekker
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time she came through town I tell you what that little old broad can still rock! Talk to you soon.